forgive me

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Dev rang the bell and knocked for Trisha to come open but she didn't come, he opened the door with the key he had in his pocket.
He found her in the dining table  wrapped in a shawl having a hot cup of coffe and a toast, her face looked dull and pale.
"Trisha what is that made you come home even without informing me"
"Do you inform me before doing things Dev!.well I was just your plus one and I got bored so I came back" she replied casually
But her dull face told something else.
" No matter what I try to do for you, it all ends up bad"
" So don't, why are you trying. Why do you have to mess it all up and drive me crazy" she yelled with anger
"Trisha I can see that you're angry and maybe I have made a mistake but only if you tell me what's bothering you I can correct it" he tried to reason with her. She really didn't want answer and make up with him, she wanted herself to be angry at him and punish her for loving him and trusting him.
" Trisha please" he begged but she ignored looking away, he knelt down and held her hand "please I want you to be reasonable and vent out all your bottled up anger today so that we can live happily . If hurting me is  what's going to make you happy then hurt me, slap me but dont keep the anger inside of you. Dont punish yourself because of me, I'll leave you right now and go if thats what you want but let me till you this" he held her cheeks ," I was scared all this while because I couldn't commit to a woman that I didn't love, I didn't know that love can be this strong. Now I choose you and no one else but you have to let go of the past,  I'm willing to wait for you but just forgive me for the past and don't hate me please. " He expressed his points slowly with pain. She felt  the coldness of a metal in her cheek and realised that Dev was wearing a ring, she pulled his hand from her cheek and saw a love band ring with the date engraved, it was her this years birthday.
" This, what is this and why this date" she asked him pointing at his ring. Dev kind of felt shy after a long time to explain it to her
" Well you know , I got this love band for us when I planned to surprise you but you asked for space and since then I've been wearing it. I love the feeling the ring gives me and the date " he smiled looking at the ring " the date is when I first wanted kiss you so badly but I didn't because I didn't want to ruin your first kiss not because I didn't like you, Trisha I have never felt that I deserve such a wonderful girl like you, this date was the date that I wanted you so badly yet I didn't try, this was the date when I found love" he ended up teary gulping down his emotions.
" You have tried to understand me even when I was arrogant but when I really was trying to come to you you misunderstood me , I never made a wrong move towards Jennifer but she misunderstood me and even that day I was more worried if you'd mistake me than what she tried to do to me, just when I came to tell you how I couldn't think about anything else but only you when a women hit on me , you took me wrong. Even today I don't know what I did to upset you but I am sorry sorry for everything that I did to hurt you, I want to hug you so bad and kiss you. For us to become one . I want to make love to you but I'll wait wait till your heart can forgive me and mind can accept me" he confessed all that he wanted to say with a drop of tear rolling down his face, he stood up a turned to leave but Trisha held back his hand. He turned again to face her
" Can you keep my heart safe atleast this time , I've already given it to you twice. Can I take the risk of my fragile heart with you" she pleaded softly, Dev tried to hold both her shoulder as she got up to embrace him, he buried his face on her shoulder whispering a thousand sorry slowly like a remedy to the wound , she lifted his face with both her cold hands and kissed on his cheeks softly " I can never hurt you even if I wanted to , loving you makes me so vulnerable so please don't abuse my heart again" she told him looking into his eyes, he wiped of the remaining tears from her face with his cheeks, he slowly pulled down her shawl and hugged her as tight as he could , he wanted to feel like they were one. His tight embrace brought warmth to her soul, she caressed his face with her soft hand sending shivers to his body, her lips slowly touched his lush pink lips and he breathed her in like the oxygen he needs, he carried her to the bed and removed her shoes slowly and next he removed the earing that was dangling in her ears, he touched her like a soft petal that would get hurt, her eyes were burning with the passion that he never  saw before

Trisha has completely surrendered herself to Dev, there was no use in hiding how he makes her feel she realised. She decided start it new and fresh with him without her forcing him or her being forced. She told him how her heart completely belongs to him and she is trusting him again with all her heart. She did feel that she had ran to conclusions previously with him even today what she did was immature and stupid, she assumed something and got angry. After Dev's heartfelt apology she felt calm and relieved because loving Dev was always there but now she didn't need to try and control it or her mind didn't need to fight it. His soul crushing hug and his warm touch ignited the fire inside her, she was more than ready to become one , to feel him and his love.

So Dev has finally apologized from A to Z , and cleared the misunderstandings they previously had, Trisha had always loved him and now she's ready to again trust him and I suggest you guys to do the same . Vote and comment :)

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