Dahan dahan akong nagmulat ng mata dahil may nararamdaman akong humahaplos sa pisngi at buhok ko .Nang tuluyan na akong nagmulat ay tinitigan ko muna ang gwapong mukha ni Spade nakapikit kasi sya habang hinahaplos haplos ang buhok ko. Nang makuntento na ako ay pinilit kong magsalita dahil sobrang nanghihina ako ngayon at hindi ko alam ang dahilan.
"Spade." mahina kong sambit ngunit sapat na upang marinig nya
"Fuck baby may masakit ba sayo anong nararamdaman mo wait i should call the doctor." He said hysterically i don't know but i find it cute he really care for me "Why are you smiling oh creep masyado bang natamaan ang ulo mo kaya ka ganyan." He said habang nakakunot ang noo.
"HAHAHAHA i just find it cute sa tuwing nagaalala ka ng ganyan." i said still smiling.
"Tsk of course i care for you i love you but seriously wala kabang nararamdamang masakit should i call the doctor." he said with a baritone voice.
"No I'm ok now." I said to him reassuring that I'm definitely fine.
"Ok just tell me kung may masakit sayo ha and i already call your parents paparating na sila i guess and also the doctor get a few test to see if there is something wrong in your body cause they can't stop the bleeding Sab and i freaking nervous and scared while the doctor trying to stop the blood from your nose. "He said worriedly.
" Kelan daw malalaman ang result ng test. "I ask Spade ng tumabi sya saking humiga pinatong nya ang ulo ko sa braso nya habang hinahaplos haplos ang buhok ko.
" They said after 2 days para raw why. "he ask but i just shook my head and stay quiet. I don't know but i already had a clue kung bakit ganun nalamang ang pagdurugo ng ilong ko it's not because of the ball that hit my head it's because of my leukaemia and I'm afraid to tell Spade about my condition pero kailangan nga ba ako magkakaroon ng lakas kung hindi ko ngayon sasabihin baka hindi ko na tuluyang masabi sa kanya ang sakit ko i dont wanna hurt him but he deserve to know the truth.
"Spade i have something to tell you please don't be mad at me huh." I said
"I won't and i won't never be mad at you kahit ano pang mangyari so spill the tea." He said huminga muna ako ng malalim bago magsalita.
"S-spade i hav----". Hindi ko na natuloy ang sasabihin ko ng biglang may bumukas ng pinto sa sobrang gulat ko ay naitulak ko si Spade ng malakas which makes him fall to bed. I hear him curse pero di ko nalang sya pinansin lumapit si mommy and daddy sakin with their worried face.
"Anak what happen." mommy ask ng tuluyang makalapit sa akin.
"Someone suddenly hit me the ball mom but I'm ok now don't worry." i said to mommy smiling
"Pero bakit sobrang daming dugo ang nawala sayo and now you look pale. Anak dahil ba to sa---." pinutol ko na agad ang sasabihin ni mommy dahil ayokong marinig ni Spade ang sasabihin ni mommy gusto ko ako mismo ang magsasabi sakanya.
"Spade pwedeng iwan mo muna kami." I ask Spade he just nodded bago lumabas ng kwarto
"Tell me anak dahil ba to sa leukaemia mo." mommy said
"I don't know mom ang doctor lang ang makakapagsabi mom they already run some few test mom and after 2 days pa malalaman ang result but please let just pray na hindi ang sakit ko ang dahilan ng nosebleeding ko mom." i said to mom
"I just pray that walang kinalaman ang sakit mo sa pagdurugo ng ilong mo dahil i swear Sab i will never allow you to go to school I'm just gonna find a tutor that can teach you do you understand." mommy said with finality.
"Yes mom." i said to mom gusto ko mang tumutol pero alam kong para rin sakin tong ginagawa ni mommy. Maybe my 2 years in school is already enough for me to atleast experience to go to school ang tanging inaalala ko lang ay Spade kailangan ko ng sabihin sa kanya ang totoo bago sa iba pa nya malaman.
"Wala ka bang nararamdaman anak na masakit sayo." daddy ask but i just shook my head. Lumapit sya sakin at hinalikan ang noo ko "Just tell us if something wrong ok." daddy said again.
"Yes dad." i said to dad smiling at him.
Ngayon na malalaman ang result ng test ko mabuti nalang at wala dito Spade dahil ayokong sa doctor pa nya mismo malaman na may sakit ako. Mom and dad insist na dito nalang muna ako sa hospital because I really don't have energy parang hindi ko na maramdaman yung katawan ko sa sobrang panghihina at nahihirapan rin ako paminsan minsan huminga. I really can't understand myself anymore parang wala na akong kontrol sa katawan ko and it's freaking scare the hell out of me.
"Mr. And Mrs. Montefiore I'm sure you know already that your daughter have leukaemia right." the doctor ask
"Yes doc why may kinalaman poba ang sakit nya kung bakit ganun nalang karaming dugo ang nawala sakanya." my mom said
"Your right Mrs. Montefiore meron nga pong kinalaman ang sakit nya kung bakit ganun nalang po ang pagdurugo nya it's because her body is already giving up mas lalong bumilis ang pagkalat ng cancer cell sa katawan nya and sorry to say this but pain killer and some of medicine nalang po ang maibibigay namin sa anak nyo hindi na po kaya ng anak nyo kung magchechemo pa po sya.Let just pray na magkaroon po ng miracle because it's sad to say na ilang months or days na lang po ang natitirang buhay sa anak nyo . "the doctor said and my whole world just collapse because of the truth.
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