Entity from the past

Diary entry #1

(-Authors note-)
"Talking"
'Thinking'
*What is happening*
-Righting-
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-Dear diary
I was told many years ago that if I ever needed help and couldn't find any to right in a book called a diary. I have found that in this new era it is not a golden age nor a new beginning, but it is a downfall and disaster with the gambler manipulating people to join his new nation. Brothers great-grandson is discovering his other side, although not consciously, he is learning. Almost 80 years ago now Robin found love while he traveled for his job. He had a kid and now my brothers' great-grandson and Robins grandson have meant and are 'platonically married' I don't understand what that means though.-
"A lot has happened since robin died. Hasn't it, ______." I asked ______
"Yes a lot has happened since then but time must move on even if we want to stop it we can't we could just isolate ourselves but then we would miss making good memories with every new generation even though it is hard to see them pass on." Replies ______
-I meant a boy in the white palace he had a white hoodie- 'I think that's what the long sleeve shirt with a hood is called' -with a spiral on it draw in black I tried to talk to him but he seemed to hear something else I haven't seen him since that time in the white place. There is something strange about him. Him? Them? Her? I don't know nowadays people go by many different pronouns well it is more common now than it was back then just like the one man I had cursed to look his age forever. Not the kind of immortal where you are in your prime but if he is acting like a baby he will be a baby if he acts like a wise old man he is an old man although by now it seems he has sidled with a mindset of someone between 20 and 30. I got off track very quickly.-
"I think this did help me thank you, brother," I say sadly
"Even in death, you continue to help me." I continue to say to myself mournfully as ______ had left to help his friend.