The Day She Said Goodbye

CHAPTER 1

"I'm so sorry Mrs. and Mr. Montefiore pero ilang buwan nalang po ang natitirang buhay sa anak nyo her body is already giving up." the doctor said  diko mapigilang maluha at mainis habang nakapikit parin dahil sino ba sya para sabihing ilang taon nalang ako mabubuhay hindi naman sya diyos ha why he can't just do his duty

" Bakit doc sino ka para sabihing ilang buwan nalang ang natitirang labi sa buhay ko. "i ask the doctor and i saw  my mom and dad shock face

" I'm so sorry Sabrina but we can't do anything about it ". The doctor said and  he look at me with so much pity in his eye's before he leave. Tssk hindi ko kailangan ng awa nila ang kailangan ko ay solusyon para humaba pa ang buhay ko.

"I'm so sorry anak patawarin mo si mommy kung pwede lang sakin ilipat yang sakit mo kukunin ko yan sayo anak." my mom said and she was already crying and i can't bear to watch my  parent crying because of me it tears my heart, it broke so much.

"You don't need to say sorry mommy it's not your fault please don't cry it breaks my heart"i said to my mom and she nod before drying her tears my dad was just looking at us and when he saw me looking at him he smile at me and mouthed that everything is going to ok.

"Mom if the doctor is telling the truth i want  to study again mom and dad please gusto ko pong gawin lahat ng mga di ko nagawa dati gusto ko pong magkaroon ng kaibigan bago ako mawala dito." i said to my parent

"If that's what you really want then bukas na bukas babalik ka na sa pagaaral." dad said i hug him tight "Always remember my princess that we love you ok". Dad said again and i just nod and i hug them both

My name is Sabrina Elysha Montefiore and i have a disease called  Chronic Leukemia it is a type of cancer  in which the bone marrow makes too many lymphocytes (a type of white blood cell). Chronic lymphocytic leukemia (also called CLL) is a cancer of the blood and bone marrow that usually gets worse slowly. CLL is one of the most common types of leukemia in adults.And chronic leukemia is hard  to cure.  15 y/o ako ng makaramdam ako ng panghihina, lagi ako nilalagnat at sobrang laki ng ipinayat ko  and the worst  and painful thing that i ever feel is when my bones and joints hurt. Nang malaman ni mom and dad yun ay agad nila akong dinala sa hospital the doctor check my blood and the next day they test my bone marrow biopsy it is a test where involves marrow that will taken from pelvic bone with a long needle and when  the doctor found out that i have a leukemia mommy faint and i was starting to cry.

"My princess take care ok when you feel bad call us immediately please." mom said we were already here in my school

"Mom opo tatawagan ko po kayo pag may naramdaman akong hindi maganda please don't worry about me I'll be fine promise." i said to my mom and i hug her very tight

"Magiingat ka anak susunduin kita mamaya hintayin mo ako." daddy said and i just nod and i  start to walk to my room. I was so nervous God this is my first time going in a school i always study in our house homeschooling. Huminga muna ako ng malalim at ng balak ko ng hawakan yung door knob ay may biglang nagsalita  sa likod ko kaya napatalon pa ako dahil sa gulat

"Tssk wala ka bang balak pumasok you just standing there for freaking 5 minutes." the guy said and i can hear how annoyed he was so i face him amd in my shock he is so handsome no scratch that he is so perfect from his blue captivating eye, nose that so perfect, lips that so kissable kyaahhh ang gwapo nya. Hindi ko namalayan na wala na palang tao sa harap ko dahil nauna na syang pumasok sakin sumunod naman ako at humanap ng pwedeng maupuan wala akong mahanap na upuan kundi dun sa tabi ni kuya menopause dahil halos lahat ay may nakaupo i don't have a choice kaya dun nalang ako din ako uupo.

"Goodmorning class my name is Ma'am Isabelle Alfonso and i am your adviser for the year so now we will not be having a disscussion but i want you to say your name one by one do you understand."she ask and we just nod

" Tsk what are we a kid. "the guy beside me talk pero pabulong lang yung sinabi nya and i can feel how annoy he was again i stare at him for a couple of minute didn't mind if he caught me staring at him and i was shock when it's my turn to introduce."

"Tsk staring is rude dude. "he said and now he face me and i swear my cheek just blush when he look at me with a smirk on his face

"Hi  I'm Sabrina Elysha Montefiore 18 y/o and i don't have any habit but sleeping. "i said before sitting again.

" Xyrus Spade Smith. "the guy beside me said and he has this blank expression

" Ok class that's all for today we will gonna have a disscussion tomorrow ok and don't be late or else you will face the punishment understood ". my teacher said and we said" Yes " before  she leave.

" Omo i shouldn't be late tomorrow i don't wanna face the punishment."i said to myself pero pabulong lang  dahil baka mapagsabihan pa akong baliw

The class  ended smoothly and i was a little sad cause i don't have a friend but maybe tomorrow i can find one

I was humming while walking in to our school hallway ng may bigla akong mabangga na tao kaya napaupo ako ng malakas.

"Awtsss huhuhu ." i said dahil ang sakit sa pwet nung napaupo ako sa sahig. Dali dali naman akong tumayo at tiningala kung sino ang nakabangga ko and in my shock si Spade pala

"Halla sorry sorry."hingi ko ng tawad dahil halatang inis na naman sya

" Tsk stupid . "he said at umalis sa harapan ko

" Huh ako stupid eh sya nga itong stupid eh nakita na nga akong dadaan hindi pa umiwas. "kausap ko sa sarili at wala na akong pakielam kung may makarinig man sa akin at isiping nababaliw ako dahil naiinis talaga ako ngayon.