Raw. (COMPLETED)

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We sat in silence for over two minutes making me grow uncomfortable.

"Please say something" I sniffed.

"I thought you hated him.. how can you still have love for him after what he did?" He looked at me.

"I don't know. I wish I didn't. He's not good for me Vic only you are. My feelings for you hasn't changed I want nothing to do with him. I WISH I didn't love him" I cried.

"So last night, you made it seem like y'all had sex without your consent. What was last night about?" He asked me.

"I was panicking last night because while we was having sex last night that's when I realized I still did and I hate myself for it. After he fell asleep I came over here and realized this had to stop before I got in too deep" I shook my head.

"So y'all had sex to keep up the act or it was something serious?" He mugged me.

"Just an act. I still love him and that's why I'm afraid Vic. You've been nothing but good to me, King's fucked up my life once I won't let him do it again. I understand if you don't wanna be with me anymore, I wouldn't wanna be with me either. I just had to tell you" I looked down.

"That's why you was quiet all this time?" He asked.

"Yes.. I didn't know how to tell you" I wiped my tears.

"Thankyou for being honest with me" He nodded slowly.

"Being with him it's just bringing back memories, maybe I don't love him maybe all these emotions are just coming back after not seeing him for so long" I shrugged.

"That could be it.." He mumbled.

"Vic" I grabbed his hand as he locked eyes with me.

"He's my past but your my future. I only want you. Please don't be mad at me." I begged.

"I'm not mad. All these emotions coming at you at once, you confused, angry, hurt. I can't even be mad if I wanted to. Thankyou for being honest with me" He kissed my hand.

"How did I get so lucky?" I sniffed.

"God was tired of seeing you fall for the wrong niggas" He joked.

"I was tired too" I chuckled pecking his lips.

"Thank you for being okay with this Vic" I sighed.

"I'm not okay with it, it just ain't nun I can do" He shrugged making me keep quiet.

I rolled my eyes seeing Ty & Dash barge in the room.

"How she doing?" Ty asked Vic.

"Why you asking him? I can speak for myself" I mugged him.

"Oh now you talking" He frowned.

"You done giving us the silent treatment or what Toni?" Dash asked.

"Y'all bouta make me mad" I spat.

"What's going on?" Vic asked.