So NOT a Conformist

Boring (part one)

Waiting for something to happen is the hardest thing, like... ever! And waiting to understand yourself is even harder. Michael was attractive, to say the least. He was kind, and smart, and a very in depth thinker. He was considerate, too. But he's judgemental, selfish, and forgetful. I get that everyone. Has their flaws. I have some of my own. But why is it that I can't decide, exactly how I feel?

I mean, I am so obviously attracted to him. But do I like him? I don't know. What got me thinking is, when Henri confronted me about the whole thing, his name was the first thing to come to mind. But before that, it'd never really occurred to me that it may be more than just physical attractions. My attraction to Dylan, was strictly physical. He was an arrogant dumb ass. A sexy arrogant dumb ads though. He was stupid, selfish, and horrible in bed. And I kinda hated him.

But with Michael never seemed anything like Dylan. Michael wasn't buff, tan, or blonde. He was tall, thin, pale, with dark hair. But he was so beautiful.  It was so different, and I loved it. But the issue was, I was myself for once. When I was with Dylan, I was some preppy bitch. I was Mercedes. Not Saddie. And I like Saddie, a lot better. But do guys? I don't know.

I'm on my bed right now. Bored out of my mind. Henri is grounded for smoking in the house. Firkle is in one of his depressing moods, and Pete and Michael are at work. The most boring Saturday I could ask for.

I was pulled from my thoughts, when my phone started going off. I picked it up and read Michael's name across the screen.

"Helloo?"

"Hey, Saddie." 

"What's up?"

"Not much. Wasn't. Feelin too well so Pete's gonna cover me."

"Not feel in good? That sounds truthful" I giggled.

"Haha. Yeah, well, more like I knew you were gonna be alone all day, and I didn't. Want you to die of Bordem. If I know you, you've drunken enough coffee to the point where there's no way you could sleep off the day. And I wasn't ' Feelin too well' about your situation." He told me laughing.

I smiled and shook my head. "So where are you now?" I asked, wondering how long I'll have to get ready.

"Well, I currently In your driveway, because the garage is occupied. Where are you?" He asked. He's so weird.

"I'm in my room, wondering why you didn't warn me before hand, so I had time to like, get dressed, and put on makeup, and not look like shot." I told him smiling. He chuckled and opened the side door.

"Because, I wanted to see what it's like when you aren't trying..." he hung up the phone and I could hear him, making his way up the stairs.

Sorry it took me forever to update! I dropped my phone in water so I only have the limited time with my friends devices. I'm so sorry, and please bear with me. Comment and vote