Words Can't Describe

•Chapter 1-"Do I Have To?"•

A/N: Hey guys, this is my very first book on wattpad, and I know this may be weird, but the first chapter is going to be a short one for you. Sorry for any inconvenience. Hope you like it!

Hey, my name is Cody. Where do I begin? I guess I should start with my story...but I'm different, so I'll tell you most some of it. Can't trust too many people these days. I've been through bullying. So much bullying. It's a long story that I'll get to, well maybe. Cyberbullying and physical, I guess because people don't like me. Shock.

I'm 16, a girl who right now is currently hating life. I know I shouldn't because I have a nice house, a daughter, siblings that love me, and my parent. I can see to the naked eye that my life seems perfect. That's where those people are wrong. My life is FAR from perfect. I got knocked up when I was 15 by this failed attempt at a man that I once thought I loved. My mother passed 6 months ago because of a stupid drunk driver and my dad is trying to raise 4 kids and a grandchild all by himself and sometimes me, but I have school I attend. Well, more like try to get through the day without breaking down.

My life sucks. My dad used to sexually assault me and my sisters, but got locked up in prison until about a year ago when my daughter was born and now has to take care of us. And did I mention the bullying? Oh Ya. You should of heard the things people were saying when word got around that I was pregnant. "Ewww. She's a whore" "She sleeps around...This isn't her first kid you know" and on and on. That lead to anxiety, depression.

Right now I'm standing over the bathroom counter deciding how to end the internal pain. The pills are right there in the cabinet, but the rope is so quick, and I wouldn't feel a thing.