𝐆𝐎𝐍𝐄; 𝗒. 𝗈𝗄𝗄𝗈𝗍𝗌𝗎

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐫

"panda just don't say anything to yuuta, you know" panda laughed at you

"yeah yeah, i don't get why you think i will. your secret is safe with me!" panda smiles as he pretends to zip his mouth

yuuta who ran away from overhearing the conversation was not focusing on anything, he couldn't focus on his training with maki

all he could think about was you actually confessing about you liking him, he didn't want you to get attached to him as well as he didn't want to get attached to you

because who knows what could happen

"HEY BALDIE PAY ATTENTION!" maki hit yuutas legs making him fall on his butt

"yes ma'am!" yuuta stands up getting ready to spare again trying to empty his mind but all he could think about is meeting up and talking to you

"tuna mayo" inumaki came up behind you and panda

"ohhh inumaki! come here i need your help on something" panda smirked and quickly walked away leaving you behind

"um, ofc [name] i would love to eat" you said to yourself laughing

"i wonder what panda was in a rush for?" you walked off to your dorm so you could start eating your snacks

after panda took inumaki and ran off away from you panda looked around to see if you followed them

"okay now that she's gone...DID YOU KNOW SHE HAS A CRUSH ON...yuuta" panda whispered yuutas name to inumaki

"OKAKA!?" inumaki shook his head he didn't notice anything he wasn't as focused on it

"yeah she just confessed it to me like nothing, i was surprised she trusted me-" panda stopped laughing as he stood there "OH MY- I WASNT SUPPOSED TO TELL ANYONE!" panda yelled

"shake" inumaki shook his head

"oh goodness, she told me not to tell anyone and i told you...well i mean not a lot of people understand you" panda went up to inuamki and pat his back

inumaki went silent before punching panda "OWWW!" panda yelped as he tried to run away from inumaki punching him

it was late at night once yuuta was done training with maki, his mind was clear and he got better at sparing

the last thing was to talk to you

for some reason it was harder for him to talk to you, now that he knows your feelings towards him, and how it's mutual?

is it mutual?

yuuta paused, stopping feeling his heartbeating fast "so i like both [name] and rika? or.." yuuta didn't like how he felt

he knew one was going to be alone and he hate how he had to leave them like that, he didn't want to hurt you or rika. so he took his steps back and went to his dorm

oh how he wished he didnt do that...

you looked out your dorm hearing foot steps near by, but there was no one "maybe..." you stuck your head inside then stuck it out once more to see if there really wasn't anyone

"...oh lynn what should i do..." you called out for your bestfriend

"[name]?" you heard someone by your door you quickly wiped your tears and lifted your head to see maki in the door way

"hey you good?" you nodded your head before letting tears roll down slowly

"hey...um, don't? don't cry?" you laughed at maki seeing how hard she was struggling with you crying

"hey, stop it!" she wacks you before sitting down on the bed next to you

"what's up? who's lynn? and why are you crying?" you took a deep breath and tried to talk but hiccups got to you

"well- i was crying because- i knew i wouldn't get a chance if i don't do it now- yuuta- i like him"

maki barely got a hold of what you were trying to say but she got the part of you saying you liked yuuta "oh yeah it was kind of obvious but why are you telling me...tell him!" maki seemed to cheer you on

"i cant.." as much as you wanted to you knew there was a limit to how far you could go with yuuta, you couldn't do so much with him..and there was only to little of things you both can do knowing

he loves rika a lot

and him fighting, you didn't want to put a hold on the thing he wanted to do the most "he's doing good right now, i don't want to mess with it" you smiled softly

"[name]...come on let's go we are all practicing" you and maki walked off to the others "but yuuta definitely likes you back, just think about it"

"[name]!! WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!" yuuta come running up to you gripping onto your shoulders before pulling you into a hug

"ah i just went to talk to maki. did you need me?" yuuta quickly let's you go and turns around having his back face you

"no. i mean yes, i wanted to talk to you but i'm rethinking about my choices" you laughed

"why? rethinking what choices?" you tried to turn over yuuta "is there something i should know about?" he froze, yuuta was all over the place

"hello?" you waved your hand in front of him before he grabbed onto your wrist and pulling you away from the others dragging you to the front of the school

"hey!? what's going on!?" yuuta stops as turns you slowly "yuuta your scaring me, what's going on?" he jumps

"i'm sorry, i didn't mean to scare you. i just wanted to talk to you privately. guess that can't happen"

"in the front of the school?" you laughed, yuuta turned around hiding his face he thought he was leading you the back of the school

"i thought i was leading you to the back!" yuuta looks over to see panda, inumaki and maki spying on them "INUMAKI-SENPAI?"

"OKAKA!" inumaki yelled as he was caught

"well hurry up with what you guys were talking about, we need to get to training" maki walked out from where she was hiding and walked off with panda and inumaki walking right behind her

"yuuta, before we go can i tell you something" you were hesitant on telling him, but you wanted to get it over with it was better for you to say it now or you'll regret it later you thought

you pressed your lips on his cheek, leaving the chapstick kiss mark on his cheek "yuuta i-" yuuta looked up at the sky

"hold on [name] i have a bad feeling right now"

your heart started to ache as he stopped you from confessing "yeah, i'll just tell you later" you thought, maybe he does know you like him and is trying to stop you from getting hurt "stupid feelings" you whispered to yourself