Today is the day I've been dreading for ages, today is 2 years of me and my boyfriend Jack dating and I know you're gonna ask me 'Jonah why is that bad?' well today, we are going to tell our friends and our bandmates and I'm scared sometimes Zach makes homophobic comments and I know Corbyn and Daniel do too and it scares me, I dont want to be the reason Why Dont We ends but I can't live without Jack.
I ask them to all come down and I see Jack is playing with his rings which I know he does when he gets super anxious, I just wanna hug him.
Z- what's up Jo? Jo- ummm... C- just tell us D- its not like we're gonna hate you
I sigh, what if they do?
Jo- I'm...well I'm..uh....gay D- what?! Z- it's a faze Jo dont worry Jo- This is not a faze Zachary! I've been dating my perfect boyfriend for 2 years today and I've never been happier, hes helped me deal with all the hate I get daily and I've always admired how he can help me whilst also dealing with his own shit C- no this cant be happening Jo- well it is Z- what do you think Jack? Ja- I support Jo D- what?! HOW?! C- being gay is a sin!! (I know the boys dont think like this and I know it's not true, I'm bi myself) Ja- because I'm gonna support my fucking boyfriend so if you dont support us then fuck you, we dont need you anyway Z- boyfriend?! Ja- yes I've been dating Jo for 2 years and he makes me so damn happy, I dont need you assholes anymore
I run and hug him as he cries into my chest and I soothe him.
D- you disgust me Jo- NO YOU FUCKING DISGUST ME YOU LOVED US 5 MINUTES AGO AND WE HAVENT CHANGED AS PEOPLE JUST BECAUSE YOU KNOW WE'RE GAY C- GET OUT!!! ILL TELL RANDY THAT WDW IS OVER BECAUSE IM NOT BEING IN A BAND WITH TWO FAGS
Me and Jack just cried and then I pulled him upstairs.
Jo- I'm so sorry baby Ja- its not your fault Jo- I wish i hadn't suggested coming out, we just lost our best friends and our work Ja- I have you and that's all that matters Jojo Jo- I love you baby Ja: I love you too
I hug him as tight as i can and whisper 'me and you against the world and the world dont stand a chance'
Suddenly my phone started blowing up and so I checked it to see someone had posted something on the band account.
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@whydontwemusic: get used to the new Why Dont We, Jack and Jonah are disgusting and we dont need their gay energy in our band but we wont end the band we will stay with us 3 ~ Daniel, Corbyn and Zach ♡
Jonahmarais: THIS IS WHATS DISGUSTING YOU OUTED US BEFORE WE WERE READY AND YOURE KICKING US OUT OF THE BAND, HOW DARE YOU!
Jackaverymusic: ILL BE GLAD TO LEAVE, HOW COULD I NOT SEE WHAT ASSHOLES YOU ARE, I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL ^^ Seaveydaniel: you'll be burning in hell, being gay is a sin
User1: ewww they're gay?
User2: I'm already deleting my memories of them
User3: omg ewww I hugged them, I touched them 🤮
How could they do this to us, I go downstairs and slap them all
Jo- you got what you want, you broke Jack and we're leaving and never coming back so NEVER try and contact either of us again or I will kill you
That's the last time I saw them, I blocked all their social media and we moved away.
~A few months later~
Grey is all I've known recently, he couldn't take the hate, he spiralled and I couldn't help him. I put the roses down on his grave, red, his favourites 'I miss you Jacky' I cant do this without him.
I get in my car and drive to the WDW house, I havent seen the boys in 3 months.
I knock and Corbyn opens the door
C- Jo? What are you doing here? Jo- can I come in please, i have a bone to pick with you three C- i guess so
I walk in and see the others sat there
D- what do you want? Jo- say whatever you want to me I dont care anymore, I just wanted to say one last goodbye Z- one last? Jo- oh yeah sorry I forgot to mention that I'm gonna go visit the love of my life C- he moved? Jo- yep Z- where to? Jo- Hell D- w-what? Jo- (TW// SUICIDE) yep thanks to you, Jack fucking killed himself, I got home from my job and i saw the man i was ready to propose to hanging off the fan, lifeless. I wanted to live the rest of my life with him but you assholes fucked it up, he got so much fucking hate and he couldnt take it. Z- No! Jo- why do you care now? C- stop being an ass Jo, we have regretted what we did but you blocked us Jo- me being the ass? Whatever, this is for ruining my life
I slap them all hard then run out and find a bridge (TW// SUICIDE) I looked over the edge, I'm finally gonna see my Jacky again, the man that made me the happiest I could ever have been. I jump and as I fall I feel the tears fall down my face until I feel the impact of the water, then I feel myself slowly sinking, losing oxygen and then a face? Jack?
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@whydontwemusic: please treat the ones you love with respect and support them no matter what, we recently learnt this the hard way, we foolishly cut Jonah and Jack out of our lives 3 months ago and today Jonah showed up at our doors and we came face to face with our demons, he told us that Jack took his own life a few weeks ago due to the hate and we have just been informed that Jonah has done the same thing, we are so sorry to anyone we hurt and we wish we could take back what we did because we still love Jonah and Jack so much, RIP both of you and we will forever feel guilt upon our shoulders for what we did, we are going to take a short break to decide whether to continue the band or not.
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Daniel, Corbyn and Zach didn't continue the band, they realised that they didnt deserve that platform and they couldnt do it without their ex-bandmates, they lived for years with the guilt until it became too overwhelming.
