shifting progress book!

introduction!

as of: 4/18/2021

hi there! 

you can call me fennec.

the description says it all, really, but i'll tell my experience so far in a bit more detail here:

i have always been interested in this sort of thing, even making up things similar to it for stories.

i just find it incredibly interesting!!!!!

in the past, i've researched lucid dreams, dreams in general. alternate realities, anything to do with the  mind and/or the universe! that sort of thing!

then, a few months ago, i discovered  shifting. i was interested and began looking it up, but got incredibly scared due to misinformation (not to mention, me being a scaredy cat) and dropped it for awhile.

however, a few days ago, a friend told me they were practicing shifting.

they told me it wasn't actually dangerous, and that i should research on it some more. so i did! i started looking it up and learning all about it. i learned that most of what i heard prior was completely false and that this was actually a very safe and cool thing.

i had recently been thinking about how much i wanted to see certain fictional characters and such, so i was very happy that i sort of could!!!! 

so, i decided to try it for the first time!

i mixed together a few methods, just to see what worked best.

i made a somewhat short script, but still a script nonetheless. (i plan on remaking it tonight, although i'm going to just sleep normally tonight.  i plan on  trying again tomorrow though!) 

however, for some reason i thought i was supposed to fall asleep while doing my methods???? iirc...i was quite wrong! 

but anyway, i started feeling a lot of symptom things! i felt my heart racing, the sounds of my cr fading, lots of flashing lights, an odd dizzy feeling overall, etc! 

i finished counting, and i don't remember anything after that. i assume i fell asleep, because i thought i was supposed to (i talked about this before BHWAHA)

i then woke up like...ten minutes later? i was super confused and at first i thought i'd either passed out or shifted and just forgotten. i felt a bit sick? not in a bad way but like. dizzy. very dizzy and i felt like i weighed nothing. everything was oddly quiet and i just sat there for a bit, thinking. 

i went back to sleep normally after a bit, though., and nothing else happened that night. 

i read about it(shifting) some more throughout the next few days, my interest piqued even more-so now that i had felt  some sort of signs of shifting firsthand!

last night, i decided to try again.

as i was laying there, i saw some odd green lights flickering around. they sort of formed into lines??? and there was a little blue dot in the center of it all. the green lines kept passing over the blue dot and it all seemed to get brighter and brighter!!!! almost like the blue dot was nearing? however, i accidentally started focusing on the sounds of my cr, which sort of cancelled my shift. :(

(although i've only tried twice, i have noticed that it's best to "let go" of the feelings of your cr and try to be open to new feelings kinda!!!!! this may not be true for everyone, but so far i've realized i really need to stop focusing on my cr to get anywhere. )!

i plan on sleeping normally tonight, though, and trying again tomorrow night!!!!!! (on 4/20/2021)

anyway, that's all my experience so far. i'll update when i learn more or something happens!

thanks for reading! :)

(ps: i'm always open for tips and information, so if you have any or just want to talk- please comment or dm me!) 

note: i cannot listen to subliminal while attempting! i'm staying in a room with multiple other people, so it's out of the question sadly. however i do listen during the day.

also i am a TOTAL BEGINNER as of now!!!

edit, as of 4/19/2021: i just came back to edit this because i forgot to mention it the first time, but after i accidentally cancelled my shift, it was kind of like someone was calling me in my mind? it could've just been my imagination (probably was) but still was odd nonetheless! like someone else was thinking in my head and telling me to follow them. i don't know, man. it was cool though