It all started in 1st grade do you remember when you would tease the boy you like or the boy would tease you and your mom would say "he probably like you " or "you probably like him"and having the feeling of disgust in your mouth. "Ewww" I hated boys when I was small and I thought "How in the world would you like a boy their disgusting and dirty pigs " but later you would secretly like them back that was me "just think about it makes me laugh". then later you would like a boy and just started to freak out even if they were "far apart from you "and only thinking the words " does he like me " or " if we had kids ..." so on . and as the years go by we start feeling new things . and no we are not talking about "those" things but having feeling of sadness or worst being jealous yes I said it you may hate the word but you know you felt it before also, having to hate the feeling when their girls around him even if your not sure you like him , and denying that you like him to your self. yes girls it happen and having the feeling of jealousy is "totally normal weird but normal"
