A bizarre diary.

First meeting.

                               Dear diary,

As i'm writing this, a part of me is dancing in a big dancing hall full of inhuman creatures, human bodies and lizard's faces, giant rats, and other creatures with deformed figures, scary looks.

All of them were dancing to a strange music, wearing medieval costumes and dresses, strange but beautiful, such a beautiful rhythm , such a beautiful scene, i'm dancing with a handsome.. Spirit ? The creature is floating but still following the rhythm of the dance. It's wearing a mask, even more charming ! I'm drawn to this place But i have to get out, i have to get myself out of this, we have to go back to reality.

I stepped in the room, everyone is still dancing, no one seems to notice me, i'm searching for myself.. Ah here i am, in the middle, wearing a beautiful blue dress with long sleeves, matching the gem of my head chain, the color enhances my reddish mid-long hair, everyone was dancing around us in spiral, forming a beautiful animated illustration of flower petals moving. I grabbed myself from the arm and tried to run away, but suddenly, the music stopped, and everyone turned to me.. Everyone but the " Ghost" and my other self, they kept staring at each other, i didn't understand anything. I felt like my heart is going to stop , as they both turned, slowly, to face me, still holding hands..

I ( the other me) had a frozen expression, but the creature had a malefic grin blossoming on his lips, he approached his hand to his face to remove the mask, and when he did, i was terrified, no, he wasn't scary like the other inhuman creatures, it was another type of "scary" , he had the most beautiful face i've ever seen , with sharp icy eyes, almost as white as his silky hair.. I was in shock, I didn't know what to do.

As for the ghost , in a quick move , he grabbed his sword with one hand, and my arm with another, then cut my throat, his eyes opened wide when he did, and the grin turned into a big smile, and as he smiled, long, sharp, and irregular teeth appeared, he surely was the devil.

Strangely, instead of blood, a weird smoke came out of my throat and i felt so weak that i fell on my knees , in front of myself and the ghost who turned to the other me and leaned to kiss her, at least that's what i thought, when they turned back to me, she became more pale, he was absorbing her energy, then both of them, said, calmly, at the same time:" You can't escape, join us" and they smiled, i realized that i had lost a part of me.

I was too weak to do anything, i put on hand on the wound, i felt my soul surrender, his cold dead eyes were stealing the life out of mine, and everyone in the room started shouting:" JOIN US ! JOIN US!"

I was confused, it was so hard to choose, between the pleasure and the pain.. But i knew that it was trap, that i had to run away, i was weak, i barely could stand up with these shaky legs , but i did and began to run towards the big sculpted door, no one tried to stop me, but everyone kept staring at me, when i arrived to the door, i heard someone saying: " I will get the other half, sooner or later, we'll meet again." i knew who it was , but i couldn't stop myself from looking at his beautiful, scary icy eyes for one last time..

Then, i opened the door in a rush, and i fell into the void.

I woke up in sweat, it felt like a dream, but the hand marks on my arm were here to prove it wasn't, or was it ?

That day i lost a part of me.. I'm incomplete, i kept looking for someone to fill the emptiness, but couldn't find anyone to fit in..

I'm lost..