𝘽𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙚 𝘽𝙤𝙨𝙨𝙖 𝙉𝙤𝙫𝙖: 𝗕.𝗘 𝗜𝗠𝗔𝗚𝗜𝗡𝗘𝗦

|𝙾𝚗𝚎-𝚂𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚍 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎|

𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚝: 𝟸𝟼𝟺
𝙳𝚒𝚜𝚌𝚕𝚊𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚛: 𝙰𝚗𝚐𝚜𝚝

𝚈/𝙽 𝙿•𝙾•𝚅
One-sided love
Something Billie and I have, 3 months ago I noticed that our relationship was one-sided

and who's the one loving? Me

I mean I'm pretty fucking stupid to be staying in this relationship but like in every toxic relationship there's good days and bad days.

The good days overpower the bad days in my mind

sometimes I wish they didn't

It's hard truly being in love with someone who pays zero attention to you or your needs

I sit across this table on our 2nd anniversary all she does is stare at her phone not even giving me a quick glance

I stare with tears in my eyes but I don't say a word worried that whatever I say may steer her away

Finally, she looks up, unamused, I want to make conversation but by the look on her face she has no interest in talking... to me at least

I decided it would be better to just give her the gift I bought to show my appreciation, for what? any logical person would ask...i. don't. know

She doesn't deserve it but yet my love is stronger than all her wrongs

I hand her my gift, no reaction, no excitement, no love from her

" 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗸 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗶 𝗴𝘂𝗲𝘀𝘀 " I guess?!?

The good days overpowers the bad days but nothing breaks me down more than the horrific moments like these

Moments like this makes me realize this is a
𝑜𝑛𝑒-𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒