Falling for Rosie

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I have never been someone who understood the hype and excitement of love and romance, mainly because those fantasies of sweet words, romantic gestures, were nothing but fantasies and unrealistic expectations formed by romantic novels and movies, setting the bar up when it comes to relationships. In turn by setting these high standards women have come to some sort of weird conclusion, that love will heal any broken man.

They're not only lying to themselves but they are setting themselves up for heartbreak

The reality is relationships aren't blissful romance, sweet words, and heartfelt gestures, they're boring yet a stable bond between two people who are emotionally attached to one another.

It isn't a blissful or exciting romance like the stories and movies make it out to be, sweet words of love are practically non existent since there is no point in making dramatic declarations of love, when people confirm relationships over the phone, occasionally date night, and s*x after every fight

modern day romance.

I wasn't one to complain
the women I date know exactly what they are getting into, Im honest to them I don't want a relationship

hell some of them even replied....

"why would I want to be in a relationship with you"......

"glad we're on the same page"......

"don't flatter yourself I'm just here to have fun"....

and honestly I'm not relationship material, I got my issues I am aware, Chloe knows this as well, but she doesn't seem to care, of all of our encounters together she made the first move, and who was I to say no

I was quite content with my current relationship, it was simple, realistic, and still thrilling. We met when we had time, converse for a bit, get into a heated argument and the have hot make up s*x, our routine that we were both happy about if I do say so myself. She doesn't insist that I do this or that for her, she doesn't have high expectations, nor does she force a label onto what we have

I thought about it for a moment, as I walked down the streets of new york

I should get my mind off of this, maybe I should try to better myself I guess I should listen to the Petrova's at least till this gossipmonger shifts her attention elsewhere, the assistant they chose should have arrived, I can start there

then I remembered this assistant got her job by connections

maybe something else

I texted Chloe, taking my first step. "Do you want to have dinner with me?"

"ew no" she instantly replied

I saw that coming, letting out a sigh, maybe that wasnt the right first step

How about lunch? I thought to myself

As I began to type out something, till I bold-oozed over someone cause both of us to fall, both of our things scattered around us I was already in a crappy mood about the blog now because this dude who doesn't know how to walk properly

I was at my limit.

I turn to shout at him, however there was no shouting, hell no words I seemed to have forgotten how to speak