Dear me || Random Rants

Dear Me Part 1

A/N: This is a rant I sent to a user for my friend who needed to stop using social media.

Hi. I'm using this book... I've been having a lot more focus on my health and career after I blocked Z so I think that it worked out for the better. I've been researching a lot of colleges which offers performing arts and found two that I want to try and get into. I know that it's still five years until I have to decide but I still want to do this. The thought of growing up is scary. I just want to plan stuff out right now and then take all the other stuff later. I've been training my legs up a bit so that I may not have as hurting legs if I start with dancing in the future. I've actually started to get the hang of balancing singing, dancing, performing and training, so I guess that is good. I still miss you a lot G. There isn't a day that goes by without me thinking about you. I just wish that I could talk to you but I guess that my rants here is the closest I'll ever be. Oh and, I have been trying to bring more attention to non binary people and people that uses they/them pronounces on Picsart. And also more attention to lgbtq at all. I still don't have anyone to talk to but I guess it's nothing new. I don't like it but I'm used to it so it isn't that big of a deal. I just feel terrible but at least I have my career. Maybe I'll even find my soulmate. Not that I think it's gonna happen but it would just feel good to have someone there to talk to. I gotta go, I plan on staying up all night to research more schools. I love you and I miss you my little melon<3