Diana ( one direction fanfic)

Chapter 20

💜Diana's POV 💜
Have been a month , and we are in tour , because the boys had to cancel the tour because of me , I'm feeling so guilty about that, during this month that have passed , I outpaced a little more my trauma , I can be around the boys and the male figure , but , I cant trust totally... you know .
I grew a really strong friendship with Zayn, my crush on Niall it's getting bigger and bigger everyday , the boys are finishing the third album , but they don't let me watch them record , because they said " it's a surprise " * rolling my eyes *

They were touring in the Europe and our  next stop is in France , and I'm quite excited because Ivy , moved in , with her father for a while there  , She moved like 1 month, a some weeks ago , so I'm gonna see her .

I saw louis crying in the his seat , we were on the plane , he looked like me some months ago , isolated and always sitting on the backseats without people around me .
" Hi Lou what's wrong? Why are you crying? " I asked worried
He shakes his head
" Lou cmon ... tell me I'm extremely worried, what's wrong?"
" it's harry " he said crying
" oh damn , what did he did this time ? Do you want me to slap him ?" I asked trying to cheer him up a bit
He smiled
" I mean who am I to forbid you?" He said smirking
" ok I will after you tell me what he did " I said
" ok ... he's going out with some blonde chick "he said
" oh ... yeah he really deserve it " I said , I kiss his forehead like a mom do when her kid it's sad and went to harry

I came closer , and slapped him a little bit hard that I thought...oops
" what the fuck , what was that for ?!" He said grabbing his face , I saw Niall and zayn laughing their asses off
" and you ask why , who's the blond bitch that you're hanging out with ? Huh ? " I asked
" What ? Why ? Why now? " he said really confused
I grabbed his face and turned to louis direction for him to see how hurt louis is
" oh ..." he said
" now you see ! Great , go talk to him or I swear that I'll slap you again " I said smirking , he obeyed me .
" now seriously who's the blond girl?" I asked to no one in specific
" i think it's some model that Simon contract to be his girlfriend , because he wants to keep them in the closet , and exactly like he said ' they are too obvious, they will make the band lose fans because they will see that he boys aren't free ...'" Liam said trying to make simon's
" he's such a mother fucker I swear " I said shocked." Wait a minute ... wasn't Louis that also had a ' girlfriend ' " I said
" yes " zayn said
" oh ... I hope louis understands that they're not really dating " I said
" Yeah " they said in union

Then harry came back " so do I need to slap you again?"
" No sis you don't , we are good now "
"and where's louis ?" I asked
" bathroom "
I nodded
" so are you excited? To go to France ?" Zayn asked
" yeah , ivy moved in with her father for a while so I'm gonna see her , it's ok if i invite her backstage with me ? "
" yeah it's ok. " my brother said
" thanks "

I was looking for my sketchbook but I couldn't find it, I remembered that I put it on my bag , I looked everywhere.
" you must be looking for this ?" Harry said with my sketchbook on his hands
Oh fuck that couldn't be happening to me, noooo , I had draw Niall a lot like when he wasn't looking .... if he showed this to them they'll know about my crush , oh fuck nooo.
" ye -Yes , ca-can you , give it to m-me?" I said nervous
" yeah sure , why are you so nervous?" He asked smirking, basically making fun of me
" I-I'm not ner-nervous, puff , I'm not " I said , I'm so bad hiding feelings, that I just wanna to slap myself
" here , we have to talk " he said deadly serious , and handing me my sketchbook
I swallowed, fuck he saw it
" b- bu -but  now ?" I asked nervously
" no , you can relax, drawing, when we arrived at the hotel we'll talk " he said walking away
" fuck" I mumble
" Diana, c'mere sit with us I wanna see your drawings.... " zayn said
" oh fuck not now " I mean mumble to myself
I went sit down with them
" you didn't draw me yet , like without the rest of the band " he said pouting
" ok I draw you stay quiet " I said quickly, trying to shut him up , so that I can keep my sketchbook " occupied " , so that him don't asks to see all my drawings including the ones of Niall that I did , that he didn't dream about.