Substantiate Innocence (VDS1)

Chapter 4

"You'll go to great lengths to cover your face if you're embarrassed about a pair of shoes or an outfit you don't like. Alternatively, hide it behind something else so that nobody would see how unsightly it is underneath," I said.

Barry smiled a little and crossed her arms.

"That's deep but you know what,Jam? You have such a kind heart. It's quite tragic that there are situations in which you have to have less love for yourself in order to preserve yourself."

Now, she's the one who gives me a bitter smile. Looking away from me and fixing her eyesight at sunset.

"When people judge others, they typically lose sight of how life functions. They don't think; they just base everything on what they observe. Because of this, people who are good-hearted are sometimes branded wicked, while those who are innocent are called the opposite," she said.

"What's your story, Barry?" I curiously asked.

They are more than simply Carter's people; I know that. I know he still keeps a lot of stuff about us hidden, but this is the worst of it. Who are those individuals who would give their lives to save me? It felt profound and significant the way Barry informed me that she believed me to be innocent. It occurred to me that perhaps she had gone through what I had.

With a small smile on her face, she turned back to face me and said, "Similar to yours, Jam."

She left me right after saying that.

Observing them from a distance, I knew that this would be more than I was expecting. Carter expressed that this is not the end in a very serious manner. And I really do appreciate him. However, I don't want any of them to suffer harm or be pulled along by this turmoil.

Beyond everyone else in the world, I love him. Yet, I am so disorganized to be with someone like him.

In addition to his amazing physical attributes, he possesses strength and intelligence. In short, he is too ideal. He deserved someone better.

"Finally!" Miggy said when the boat came to a stop.

I couldn't help but wonder where we were as I looked around.

It is an island-a lovely island with a large home in the center. Green trees and grass serve as a symbol of the area's overall beauty, and I can't help but be in awe.

Carter approached me as Ara and the others began to leave the boat.

"I am aware that you currently have a lot on your mind. And once you've had some time to recover, I'm willing to respond." I offer him a slight nod as he says.

When my feet finally touch the surface, I see a group of people walking in the distance. He repaired the blanket for me and assisted me in getting off the boat.

"MC, you're back," said the man with eyeglasses.

I turn to face Carter, who appears to be associated with everyone of them, and vice versa. He gave them an empty glance while nodding his head.

Nevertheless, nobody seemed to be pleased or upset to see him return. The female on the right is even sighing hard and giving me a pitying look.

"Let us help you first so that we can talk," the man added.

To his left, a woman who was perhaps my age approached me.

Carter let go of my arm, which gave me an alert, tense feeling. "Let me take care of her MC," the woman said.

"Don't worry, Jam." Carter observed my anxiety and said, "I know, they won't hurt you." The woman nodded and gave me a sincere smile.

"Okay," mahinang sambit ko.

As the woman led me into a spacious restroom, Carter moved to the opposite side of the home.

"You need help?" she asked. Naguluhan naman ako at hindi siya maintindihan.

"Huh?" Malawak siyang ngumiti.

"I mean you need assistance with bathing?
Kaya mo ba?"

Napanganga ako sa kaniya sinabi at agad na napaurong at iling.

"Ah-kaya ko, I'm sorry. I'm just-"

"It's okay, ganyan din ako nuon," aniya na ikinakunot ng nuo ko.

"What did you say?" I inquired. She just went ahead and got the tab ready for me. She filled the tab with milk before adding the lavender essential oil.

"Later, Jam. Maligo at magpahinga ka muna."

"Y-you know me?" gulat ko nanamang tanong.

"Yes, and for now, hanggang d'yan lang muna ang ibibigay ko sayong sagot. You have to clean and take a rest first, okay?" she said. Nag-aalinlangan man ay tumango parin ako sa kaniya.

"Good, I'll leave you here now."

Once she'd departed the room. I glance at the light purple fluid on the tab. I touch the water with my fingers as the scent of lavender fills my nostrils.

I remove the blanket and the thin cloth that covers my body, sensing the warm liquid and any calming sensation it may have given me.

My lips quivered as I let my body become moist with an opulent liquidness. Once more, tears flow freely, and I realize that I can no longer contain them. So I gave in to drowning one last time. I screamed in pain and then whispered, stating my hatred for those who had harmed me. I'm screaming at the pain that's been waiting to get out.

Finally, those painful memories that are beginning to surface are acknowledged and transformed into fuel, for me to stand up and fight for my innocence.