I broke up with Amy yesterday.
I don't really know what to do now...
I was so sure that I needed to break up with her.
I knew I wouldn't be able to treat her the way I know she deserves to be treated while I'm like this...
But...
I miss her
I wish I hadn't broken up with her.
I could see it in her eyes.
We won't be getting back together.
But I mean life is full of twists and turns
and we just might end up bumping into each other again.
But for now...all I can do is just cry.
I don't want to wake up Mei.
I need to be a big brother.
But it feels like my heart is holding on by a couple of frail strings.
My chest is burning—being ripped apart.
I want to throw up
I can't breathe
Why am I like this?
Does anyone even love me?
Do I even love me?
I feel awful for what I said to Amy.
Choosing my family over her?
Did I even make the right decision?...
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These Icy Chains
FanfictionBOOK 2/Sequel to Frosted Windows I loved my sister... Did she love me? Why did she try to leave me? I thought she knew I loved her... Perhaps I wasn't good enough? What could I have done? I'm not really sure... *Possible triggering in this book, vie...
