Inscrutable || H.S.

Prolog

Hey guys and welcome to my first fan fiction.
I'm honored that you clicked on my story.

This story includes all  1D members.

Trigger warnings will be on top of the chapters if needed.
But if you're triggered especially by
eating disorder/ mental illness
violence
vulgar language
drug/ alcohol consume
sexual content
blood
cheating
please do not read the story.

Tell me if I forget the trigger warnings or if you think there should be one.

And now please enjoy reading :)

Gini

"Hey Maeve, what are you doing?" I ask my little sister.

She is 13 years old and definitely the devil in our family. Both my dad and my brother are in a suspicious gang and that hopefully underlines what I mean with devil. Like a devilish devil. But my love to her is never ending tho.

"Go away it's a surprise!" She says annoyed. Okay, I'm thinking again about wether I feel never ending love towards her.

"Then go ahead I'll leave in 30 minutes."

"Don't stress me Gini, what I'm doing is some serious shit." Her eyes are pinned on the desk she's sitting on.

"Maeve! You know mum hates it when you curse." I whisper to her. But who am I lying to? She'll never stop anyway.

"That's not a curse." She chuckles.

"Of course it is." I mumble back.

Not even 30 minutes and I'm away from here. Away from home, away from my safe place with the people I love.

I know that it was always my determination to join the gang, maybe I was born for it, but that doesn't mean that I want to.
Since I was a child my dad taught me the things I need in the education but when I was 10 he left us because he was needed by the gang.
After he left my big brother Grayson trained me even though he's only two years older than me. But no one told me what this gang is about.

I associate gangs with evil people but my dad wasn't a bad person neither was my brother. I have the feeling that my mum also has no idea of what is going on there or maybe she just don't want to tell me. I doubt that my brother knew more than I do when he left.

"It's finished Gini!" Maeve calls me.

I step behind her and see a couple drawings glued together. It shows our family. Mum, Dad, Gray, Maeve and me. I had to swallow. Don't cry Virginia, don't cry, you promised.

"Thank you Maeve, it's beautiful." I hug her from behind and give her a kiss on her hair.

"Enough is enough. Lets go Gini." It's kinda cute how she tries to be a big girl.

"We have to leave in 5 minutes Gini. Be ready, they won't wait for us!" Mom shouts through our apartment.

Maybe I should be a little late and unfortunately they're left before I arrive. But that would disappoint my whole family so I have to go, haven't I?

Time's up I guess. We're at the subway. Apparently a special subway. I've never been here even though I lived my whole life in Las Vegas.

"Okay Gini, the subway will arrive every moment. You got everything on the list?" My Mum seemed nervous but she's nervous nearly all the time so I don't think it has to say anything.

"Yes Mum, you've asked me that about 100 times today." I answer with a small smile.

"You'd grew up too fast Gini. I love you so much, please never forget that, right?" A tear rolled down her cheek.

"I could never," I smile "that's not the last time seeing you. I will come visit you both. And in 5 years Maeve will also stand right here waiting for her subway ride in her new life. And then you're free and allowed to club again." I say softly with a small smile. Her face expressions going monotonous.

"I never wanted this for my kids, please remember that. I always put off this day before me. I prayed every free minute that this day will never come. But it did. I'm so sorry Darling." Even though she tried to put on a monotonous face I can say that she's sad, as sad as I'd never seen her before. And I have no idea what she's talking about. Why the hell is she sorry.

"Mum? Why are you-"

"There's the subway Gini! I have to go. Stay safe and don't forget us. I love you." Okay wow she was faster gone that I could imagine.

I walked in the subway almost numb. I have literally no idea where I'm going and why I am doing this. I mean I'm 18! I kinda have the right to do what I want, haven't I?

The people in this train definitely don't look very kind to be honest. It's not like I'm a shy person. I live in Las Vegas, I've ever met a shy person in Las Vegas. I go to parties, I drink alcohol, I do drugs and I hook up with guys. But I hate things that I can't control. When I am clueless I feel vulnerable and you can't afford vulnerability in a world like this.

It's so frustrating that no one told me why I am here. And I really don't understand what it should help me to be clueless.

"Hey." Someone ripped me of my thoughts. As I looked up I saw a boy standing tall in front of me. He has brown hair and brown eyes with massive eye lashes. I'm jealous.

"Hi." I said back.

"What's your name?" Oh my god, can he please stop asking these stupid questions. I hate smalltalk.

"Who wants to know that?" I asked back.

"Zayn wants to know." I don't want to but I had to smile.

"Hope you're Zayn. That's a cool name by the way. Never met a Zayn before."

"Jep, that's my name, you're cute." Slow down Zayn.

"So what's your name?" He asks again.

"I'm Gini." I usually hate telling somebody my name, somehow it's something very private to me.

"Can't be your real name. Gini isn't a name" He says back, looking me straight in the eyes.

"Poor Zayn, you're wrong. Never met a person who's not calling me Gini."

"Whatever. It's a cute name but why would you want such a cute name in a gang?" Most annoying person I've ever met.

"Hell Zaynie. I can't do anything about my name. It is what it is. Why is it such a big deal for you? Did you changed your name for the gang or what?" Win for me I guess, his face expression is gold.

Takes a second till he get his face fixed.

"At the first moment I thought you walked in the wrong subway but now I understand why you're here." He says kinda hurt.

"You look like you start crying the next few seconds. Please stop." With that sentence his smile came back.

"You're mean, but not like mean mean, more cute mean, you know? I get some frozen vibes. You know frozen, the movie? You're like Elsa. Cold on the outside hot on the inside." Has some one duck tape? This guy really needs to shut his mouth.

"No I don't. You just piss me off. I'm not a stupid Disney princess." I lovee frozen I watched it in cinema but no. He won't get me with Disney.

"I think we'll be going to be best friends." He says happily.

"Nah, don't think so." I said while turning around, finally getting a bit space of him.

What the hell am I doing here?

First chapter I guess.

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