my journey of moving on

intro

we are strangers, but he seems like a sweet boy.

I want to dedicate this to the person who raised me, made me the person i am today. He is the sweetest, most caring lover i know. He could turn a nightmare into a dream, cause thats who he is. He is the best person i have known the 15 years i have been alive. I still reminisce the days we spent, and i still spend all nights regretting our end, but that must be fate. You deserve the world, and more. I love you. Not just saying that, but i mean it. I have been told i am too young, to know what love feels like, but with you i feel like i could love everything surrounding me, but love you the most out of all it. The fact that you were the only thing keeping me alive and happy, thats love. All i need is to hear your name and i crumble. I hope that all love is not lost. Maybe it was the right person, but wrong time. i am dearly sorry for hurting you. Betraying our love. Even if it was over, love was still in the air. I am guilty for damaging your pure soul still to this day. I feel unstable without you. I am still trying to find my balance without you. It is hard, but i am capable. If it really is meant to be, we will find eachother again.

nobody could understand the fire and love for eachother that belonged in our soul.

love,
your dearest.