Clayton Series #5:Pleasure and Pain

CHAPTER 25

SIDNEY POINT OF VIEW

"sure ka ba? baka kase hindi ka ok?" ang tanong sakin ni kyla act normal sidney baka mapansin nya na may kakaiba sayo eh

"a-ahmm y-yeah I'm fine don't worry" ang sabi ko sakanya

"hmm sure ka ba?" ang tanong nya

"Y-yeah D-dont worry" ang sabi ko sakanya

"hmm ok sige" ang sabi nya sakin sabay nagulat ako nang bigla nya akong halikan sa pisnge don bumilis tibok ng puso ko

"hmm sabihin mo lng pag may problema ka nandito ako para makinig sayo" ang sabi ni kyla sakin

"Hmm ok" ang sagot ko sabay ngumiti nalang sakanya at kumain ng ice cream

nandito padin kami sa park at ang dami mag couple dito at mag papamilya na namamasyal dito ang saya nila tignan bigla naman may nagpatugtug ng 'Line Without A Hook'

I don't really give a damn about the way you touch me
When we're alone
You can hold my hand
If no one's home
Do you like it when I'm away?
If I went and hurt my body, baby
Would you love me the same?
I can feel all my bones coming back
And I'm craving motion
Mama never really learns how to live by herself
It's a curse
And it's growing
You're a pond and I'm an ocean
Oh, all my emotions
Feel like explosions when you are around
And I've found a way to kill the sounds, oh

Oh, baby, I am a wreck when I'm without you
I need you here to stay
I broke all my bones that day I found you
Crying at the lake
Was it something I said to make you feel like you're a burden?
Oh, and if I could take it all back
I swear that I would pull you from the tide

Habang nakikinig ako ng kanta ay hindi ko maiwasan maisip si kyla sa kanta hindi ko alam kung bakit sya agad pumasok sa utak ko

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
I said no, I said no
Listen close, it's a no
The wind is a-pounding on my back
And I found hope in a heart attack
Oh at last, it is past
Now I've got it, and you can't have it

Baby, I am a wreck when I'm without you
I need you here to stay
I broke all my bones that day I found you
Crying at the lake
Was it something I said to make you feel like you're a burden, oh
And if I could take it all back
I swear that I would pull you from the tide

Darling, when I'm fast asleep
I've seen this person watching me
Saying, "Is it worth it? Is it worth it? Tell me, is it worth it?"
Because there is something, and there is nothing

Napatingin ako kay Kyla at nakatingin sya sa paligid napatingin nalang ako kay kyla sa part ng kantang to hindi ko alam kung bakit napatingin nalang ako bigla eh kasabay non ang pag tibok ng puso ko habang nakatingin ako sakanya

There is nothing in between
And in my eyes, there is a tiny dancer
Watching over me, he's singing
"She's a, she's a lady, and I am just a boy"
He's singing, "She's a, she's a lady, and I am just a line without a hook"

Baby, I am a wreck when I'm without you
I need you here to stay
I broke all my bones that day I found you
Crying at the lake
Was it something I said to make you feel like you're a burden, oh
And if I could take it all back
I swear that I would pull you from the tide

napahawak nalang ako sa may taas ng dibdib ko kung nasaan yung puso ko at inobserbahan ko yung tibok ng puso ko pag kay Kyla hindi na normal eh

"Kyla" ang tawag ko kay kyla kaya napatingin sya sakin

"Bakit?" ang ngiti nyang sabi sabay huminga ako ng malalim and tumingin sakanya

"may sasabihin ako" ang sabi ko sakanya

"Ano yun?" ang takang tanong nya medyo kinabahan na ako don pano ko sasabihin to? pano ko ireject nya ako? kase straight sya

"kyla..." ang tawag ko ulit sakanya

"hmm?" ang sabi nya habang nag aantay ng sasabihin ko at bumuntong hininga ako

"i like you.." ang sabi ko sakanya nakita ko naman sa itsura nya na nagulat sa sinabi ko

"w-what?" ang nauutal nyang sabi

"I said i like you kyla" ang seryoso kong sabi

hindi ko alam kung ano bang ginawa ko? nag confess lng naman ako sakanya na gusto ko sya pero eto ngayon nilalayuan nya ako hindi ko alam gagawin ko simula nung araw na nag confess ako nilayuan na nya ako hindi ko alam gagawin ko parang nababaliw na ako dahil nilalayuan nya ako hindi ko alam yung dahilan sinabi ko lng naman yung totoo kong nararamdaman eh

"Ok kalang ba Sid?" ang tanong ni mom sakin nandito ako ngayon sa bahay dahil si kyla don muna daw sya sa bahay nila ng 1 week hindi ko alam kung ano bang nangyayari sakanya hays kaya ayun ngayon no choice akong hinatid sya pero habang nasa byahe hindi nya ako pinansin

"Hindi ko alam mom" ang sagot ko sabay bumuntong hininga

"May problema ba anak? pwedi mo naman sabihin eh" ang sabi ni mom sabay napatingin ako sakanya na nag aantay nang sasabihin ko kaya bumuntong hininga nalang ako

"Mom.. i confess that i like her" ang sabi ko kay mom

"kanino? kay kyla?" ang tanong ni mom at tumango ako

"Sabi ko na eh hindi ka malabong mag kagusto don, oh tapos anong nangyari?" ang tanong ni mom

"She avoiding me after i confess to her" ang sagot ko at malungkot yung mukha ko

"Awts. diba nag confess kalang? baka dahil may ginawa ka pang iba kaya nilayuan ka nya?" ang tanong ni mom

"no mom wala akong ginawa na iba after confession talaga nilayuan nalang nya ako bigla" ang sagot ko

"hmm hindi naman namin kailangan makisali ng mom mo sa problema nyo ni kyla eh ang magandang gawin is kausapin mo si kyla tanong mo kung anong dahilan bakit ka nya nilalayuan" ang biglang sabi ni mommy kaya napatingin kami sakanya sabay tumabi sya kay mom sa upuan and kiniss naman sya ni mom sa lips kaya napaiwas nalang ako ng tingin

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THANKS FOR READING

ONCEPH