Overwhelming Emotions

foolish

I wish every 11:11 you'll come to your senses 

I pray every evening you'll recognize my pieces

I worry, I doubt, I think helplessly and endlessly 

You should have lost me the day you said nothing at all

but I am foolish and blind, your strengths were all I saw

I try to be angry, to blame you for not feeling the same

in the end it only makes me feel more shame