Edwins pov/thoughts:
Edwin starts to right in his journal:
So 3 months has gone by and prince still hasn't popped up and the police haven't gotten any leagues on the case
But they ended up just labeling him as dead so tomorrow is his funeral and I don't really want to go Because I know prince is somewhere out their and he's not dead and the cops aren't looking they're just eating donuts and going on the news promoting a new phone tracker app life 360
(It's actually a really good app😩)
But I have been spending more time with laii (laiilani) for a long time I thought I was just gay but maybe I'm bi or pansexual.
I don't really even know but I do know that I love her and that I have moved on from prince
I'll always have love for prince the fwoineeeee peasant but he's not here and yk he might actually be dead
And he would want me to move on....... I think you know he was a lil slow just a tad bit
plus I only knew him for 37 hours 56 minutes and 45.8 seconds
I get a call from my best friend anastasia
The phone call
Anastasia: hey bestie how you holding up
Me: I'm doing fine I'm a little nervous about tomorrow you know I have to speak at the funeral
Anastasia: well you know I'll be there for you
Me: yea ik what if he's not really dead what if he's just gone you know
Anastasia rolls her eyes and says "the first stage of grief is denial"
Me: "plz miSs me wiTh thAt I'm not iN dEnial BeCause He's noT dead ik it I juSt knOw iT"
I said while was my voice going up and down in the mist of all of that
Anastasia: "ok I'm gonna need you to bring it all the way down to a 6 your at a 9 right now babes-respectfully 😌😘" she said with blowin me a kiss at the end
As if she cleared me
Me: "gurl tf bye I'll see you tommorow ole box built-"
Before I could finish that ole raggedy Anne treesh hung up in my face (The disrespect 🙄✋🏾)
I sat there in my room bored in my draws so I decided to go on ig
I see my cousin kassiah (from both sides 😬) on live....
I click on her live and she on their with 3 other people
Rando #1: murda just left my house fytb
KASSIAH: girl murda does not want you he never will and I mean never girl get over it your pregnant and you don't know who your baby father is which is sad asf doesn't mean you have to throw yo baby off on other people's man like girl gtfo somewhere you look bout dumb asl rn and it's sad and pathetic 😭
"And that's how you clear somebody"- rando #2,#3, both said in sync
I got off her live cuz all they was doing was screaming and yelling but also if y'all was wondering she wasn't referring to my uncle murda she was referring to his son that's how she's my cousin in both sides Because she's my mom's niece and she's my dad's niece in law if that makes sense....
I get bored again so I call my luh baby laiilani
Phone conversation:
Wassup bae I said to laiilani as she picked up the phone