Breaking The Code (Anakin Skywalker x Reader)

Chapter 7

But he grabbed my arm and pulled it roughly so that I spun around.

"I wasn't done talking to you." He growled.

I ripped my arm out of his grip and scoffed, "I didn't listen to you because you're not the boss of me. And besides, Elliot was a much more pleasant person to be around unlike someone I know." Deciding to go further, I added, "He was even gentlemanly enough to give me a kiss on the cheek before I left."

Anakin's eyes blazed with fury at my words, and I felt a tinge of satisfaction for a moment. I had ticked him off, which was my main goal since the night had started. I know that as a Jedi, and even in general, that it was cruel and immature to do something like that. But this situation excited me, and I couldn't help myself.

"(y/n), you have to stop this now. You know you can't get close to him like that." He took a step towards me which caused me to take a step back.

I laughed in disbelief, and was finally done with his petty attitude.

"What even is your problem? Ever since we left Corellia you've been an ass the entire time. Why are you so against me being near Elliot? And don't say it's because I need to stay focused or any other crap excuse."

He hesitated and was obviously conflicted, as if he wanted to do something but didn't at the same time.

"Because I....." Anakin looked at me like I was supposed to understand what he was trying to say. But I didn't and I was getting more impatient by the second.

"Answer me!" I yelled while roughly shoving his chest. But a look of urgency appeared in his eyes as he stepped closer to me and grabbed my face in his hands. "What are you—"

I didn't finish my sentence because he crashed his lips into mine, making my eyes shoot wide. All the emotions from the very first night came flooding back in an instant, and it was both thrilling and terrifying at the same time. My muscles relaxed as I got lost in the kiss and my legs started to tremble, Anakin's right hand leaving my face to wrap his arm around my waist, holding me closer to him to deepen the kiss. I put my free hand into his soft hair and gripped it tightly, causing him to grunt in pleasure.

He grabbed my hips with both of his hands and pulled them against his, then brought his lips down to my neck.

"You're....mine." He mumbled softly between kisses, his breath tickling my neck and sending a jolt of rapture to my core. His kisses made their way to my jaw; his lips claiming every part of me that they touched. I moaned softly and nodded, using my other hand to squeeze his shoulder. His assertiveness once again gave me butterflies and made my whole body feel like jelly, and I wanted to verbally respond but I found myself unable to. I wanted this—an intimacy I had never before experienced—to last forever.

Whatever short lived efforts we tried to accomplish before was long gone now, and nothing would ever be the same between us. The thought scared me but I just wanted to focus on this moment right now, and not what might happen in the future. I completely let down all my walls for Anakin and accepted the fact that I had feelings for him; feelings that were bigger than just friendship.

"Wait, Anakin." I managed to say, breathlessly. He brought his head up and looked at me in confusion. I went on, "What does this mean for us, now? We can't go back from here and we've crossed the line twice."

He shook his head, "I don't know, (y/n). But my feelings have been all over the place since that first night and now I know that I feel for you as more than a friend. I don't know how or why this all happened so fast, but it's been the main thing on my mind and I don't want it to leave."

He took a deep breath and leaned his forehead against mine, keeping his hands on my hips. I thought back to all those adventures we had as younglings, padawans, and Jedi Knights. Now here we are, being the most intimate with each other that we've ever been in our lives. All because one night I was drunk and way more emotional than usual.

I cupped his face with my hands and looked into his eyes, "Anakin, I don't want this to stop either but we have to think about the other Jedi, and how we're going to do this." He nodded and grabbed my hands with his own, "We can sneak around as much as possible. It will be difficult but I think it's worth a try. I can't keep myself away from you. I care about you and don't want to lose you as a friend or girlfriend."

I chuckled and raised my eyebrows, "Girlfriend, huh?"

He smiled and rolled his eyes, "Should I call you 'friend who I like to kiss'?" I laughed and shook my head.

"I would love to be your girlfriend, if you'll be my boyfriend." I looked to him expectantly, feeling my cheeks flush.

Anakin nodded and looked up and down at my body intently, a smile forming at his lips, "Now, where were we?"

I giggled and grabbed his hand, leading him to my bed. He chuckled at my giddiness and followed along. I pulled him in front of me and pushed him onto the bed, climbing on top of him. I didn't hesitate as I leaned down and kissed him again, reveling in how his lips tasted and felt on mine. He rested his hands on my thighs as I sat on his stomach, rubbing circles on them with his thumbs. I sighed happily into his lips and laid down on his chest, wrapping my arms around his neck and resting my head under his chin. He rubbed my back with one of his hands, his fingers sending electric pulses through my nerves.

"I didn't expect this to feel so right. And I definitely didn't think I'd be in this situation with you, of all people." He mumbled.

I knew what he meant, and I felt the same way. But I was in my playful mood again and decided to tease him, "Well, if you expected so low of me then maybe I'll just go back to Elliot's room." I threatened, pretending to be offended.

Anakin moved his arm down and wrapped it around my waist protectively, "Don't even think about it." He chuckled into my hair, catching onto my joke.

I laughed into his chest and kept my arms around his neck. It still felt a little weird to be doing this with my life-long best friend, but I have faith that we'll get used to it with time. I moved my head up to look at him.

"I know that this is going to be difficult, but let's just enjoy the moment while we have it."

He hummed in response and began to rub my back softly, making me tired again. I closed my eyes and laid my head back on his chest when suddenly, there was a big crash and the sound of Elliot calling out for help down the hall.

(a/n): Okay SOOO this chapter took a very spicy turn hehehe