"Some nights it do be feeling like you alone, right? Reminiscing 'bout your old life It be feeling you gon' die Certain shit ain't goin' right"
~Durk
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~ Sanai POV ~ I got in the car and started driving to my moms house that's she had in Chicago. She didn't stay here but she visited sometimes. 30 minutes later I pulled up in the driveway.
I got out and knocked on the door seeing my mom open it a few minutes later.
"Haay Baby" she squealed hugging me
"Haay ma how you been?" I asked
"I'm good" she said walking in the house "how about you?"
"I'm good"
"That's good. Where's Durk?" She asked "and where's Von?"
"No clue where Durk is" I said " and Von probably somewhere fucking a bartender" I laughed
"What you mean?" She asked
"He cheated" I said and she gasped
"Fr? I'm sorryyy" she said hugging me
"I'm good. That hoe can have him on my mama I'm off that" I laughed
"Girl don't lie on me" she said smacking my shoulder "cause yk you in love with him yeen off nothing"
"Not you acting like a friend more than a mom" I said rolling my eyes
"Girl anyways" she laughed "tell me what happened"
I told her what happened "so you gone go back home?" She asked
"Probably not today, I left my main phone there so he can't find my location" I shrugged
"You tryna smile through the pain yeen slick" she laughed
"Man you posed to be my mama and you up here laughing at me" I said smacking my teeth
My mama became more like my friend than a mom after my dad died. I wasn't complaining tho cause she was just like me.
"Why you acting like you don't care?" She asked "and you know I'm not good at this advice stuff"
"I'm acting like ion care cause I got that feeling" I said and she looked at me like I was speaking another language
"The same one you had on that birthday?" She asked and I nodded causing her to make a 😬 face
On my birthday the year my dad died I had been feeling like I was gonna throw up the whole day like my stomach was in knots and the feeling didn't go away until my mom told me my dad had died.
