Pocket Memories

Epilogue ♡

~~ March **,  20**

Let me be the one to break it up

So you won’t have to make excuses..

We don’t need to find a set up where 

Someone wins and someone loses..

We just have to say our love was true 

But has now become a lie..

So I’m tellin’ you I love you one last time 

And goodbye... ~~ ♪♩ ♪ ♬ ♩♬
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Dear Engagement Book,

It is suppose to be our 2nd anniversary.. Hanggang 1 year and 6 months lang tayo eh.. How ironic that after our special day, was the day that you and him became official..

Yes, this is the day that we knew each other.. The day you've talked to me that lead to our friendship and something deeper.. The day that you made your first move so we can be closer to each other.. The day that our love was started but now has been ended..

Nagkita na tayo ulit mula nung nangyari yung bagay na yun. Ang saya kasi nakita na ulit kita, sabi mo namiss mo ko. Nakakatuwang malaman na kahit papaano, namiss mo rin pala ko.. Napansin mo pala na suot ko pa rin yung couple ring natin.. Yes, suot ko pa rin. Hindi ko rin alam sa sarili ko kung bakit suot ko pa yun. Basta alam ko nakasanayan ko na nakalagay siya sa daliri ko.. parang kulang pag wala yun..

Nagulat ako nung tinanung mo kung bakit ko pa suot yung sing-sing na yun.. Hindi ko alam kung anong isasagot ko sa'yo.. Ayokong malaman mo na ganun pa rin ang nararamdaman ko.. Ayoko ng magulo pa 'yang isipan mo.. Sinabi ko na lang na galing yun sa'yo.. galing sa bestfriend ko kaya hindi ko itatapon yun kahit ganun ang nangyari..

Sabi mo pa, sayang tayo.. Nasayang yung sa'tin noon.. kung pwede lang maibalik.. Oo, sayang talaga.. Masaya naman tayo noon, mahal natin ang isa't isa.. Ikaw naman kasi eh, nandito naman ako bakit kailangan mo pa siya? Hindi ko alam kung saan ako nagkulang.. ginawa ko naman lahat para sa'yo but I guess that wasn't good enough..

Honestly, wala namang nagbago eh.. sa loob ng anim na buwan, ikaw pa rin.. Ewan ko ba sa sarili ko, naka-move on at may iba ka na nga't lahat pero ganun pa rin.. Siguro nga hindi minamadali 'to.. hindi pinipilit na makalimutan ang isang bagay na maraming ala-ala sa buhay mo.. Matututuhan ko rin 'to.. Makakalimutan din kita.. Makaka-move on din ako..

Oo, matagal ko ng tanggap.. I just need to accept, let go and move on.. Na-accept ko naman na we're not meant to be.. We are not destined for each other.. I accepted the fact that you have someone else in your life and it will never happen to be me again..

Na-let go na rin kita.. bilang girlfriend ko.. Hindi na kita girlfriend kasi bestfriend na kita.. I know what is the difference between that.. Alam ko naman kung ano ka sa buhay ko at kung ano ako sa buhay mo.. Pero hindi na siguro maaalis yung pagmamahal ko sa'yo.. Nandito na ata talaga yun sa puso ko..

Two words. Six letters. Easy to say. Hard to explain. Harder to do. Move on...
Haaayy.. Mahirap talaga.. Especially, when that person reminds everything of you.. when it's You.. Pero ngayon, I'll do my best para makalimutan ka na.. I know it's not easy to do but I'll do it for myself.. 'Coz it's not good for me na ganito ako.. Para sa'yo rin naman yun eh, para na rin sa'kin.. upang maging magaan na yung pakiramdam ko.. yung dinaramdam ng puso ko..

Papalayain na kita sa puso, isip at buhay ko bilang isang taong naging bahagi ng napakagandang ala-ala at sandali sa buhay ko.. I'm letting you go, so I will be free from this pain.. from this past.. from our past.. from our memories..

- Reginald

PS. I will be your bestfriend forever. I will fulfill my promise to prove that there's something that exists forever and in a lifetime.. You. Us. For being my bestfriend, as your bestfriend as well.
Thanks for everything.. You're the best and greatest person I've ever met. I'm sorry if I'm not good enough for you.. I'm always here for you no matter what happen. I will never ever forget you.. You will stay forever in my heart.. our moments.. our memories..
Our pocket memories know how much I love you...

PPS. I love you so much... for one last time.. Goodbye..

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A/n: And that's how Pocket Memories end.. ^.^ Thank you so much readers! Valentine's special sana 'to kaso hindi ko natapos. T.T xD Anw, sana magustuhan niyo. ^______^

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