my future

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four years had gone by since wilbur blew
up l'manberg
the aftermath was hell, news casts broadcasting everything, the explosions, the tower, the death of the president, the dead citizens

but the one story that kept popping up? were the two bodies that were embraced with one other at the top of the tower

george and dream

their story was everywhere you could possibly think of
not a single one spoke the actual truth on what happened between them

nothing but lame theories and conspiracies

the only people who know what actually happened, are the ones who were involved with the two lovers leading up to their deaths

my heart ached, even four years later
gazing into the sunset as i played with some grass and circled the bullet scar i had on my thigh with my finger as i tilted my head to the side and sighed

i should've never gotten involved with this heist or assassin business
i lost so much because of it
my two best friends and my lover
the only few people left in this world who really gave a fuck about me

hearing tommy and tubbo messing around with each-other and laughing at the bottom of the hill brought a smile to my face without me even realizing, but it also brought tears to my eyes

reminding me of how much i've lost

we had managed to build a house for all of us to live in with the help of techno and philza of course
and ever since then we've been living here
free of government forces and free of any trouble

the sun setting was so beautiful, the wind carrying my black hair, it felt like i was on top of the world

snapping out of my daze as i heard footsteps behind me, turning around i see philza with a jacket in hand and techno with a cup with steam rising from it

"hot chocolate?" smiling as both males sat on both sides of me

smiling, i take the hot chocolate and give it a gentle blow as the warm liquid hits my lips and travels down my throat

a jacket placed over my shoulders as philzas hand patted my back for comfort
resting my head onto technos shoulder as we all gazed at the sunset

"we know you miss them kid, believe us we do too"
technos voice sounded really hurt as i felt his breath hitch

"they'll always be with us sapnap...you know that right, nothing is ever truly "gone" unless you convince yourself that it's gone" philza trying to reassure me as a tear stained my cheek and landed onto my shirt

taking another sip from the delicious hot chocolate that was given to me, i sighed

"i know...believe me
i know i'm supposed to be lonely now and i know that i'm supposed to be feeling unhappy and sad without them"

i felt the mens gazes on me as the skies began to shine with little stars and blinked down at us

"but...now i understand,
i understand that some things you can't prevent from happening and they happen for a reason"

i felt the urge to cry again but held it back as i took a deep breath and smiled

"It wasn't my time yet, that's not what my future has in store for me and i'm not gonna use their deaths as an excuse to not do anything, i know they wouldn't want me to think that way"

"they would want me to keep going forward with my future, that way when it is my time to go and i see them again?...they'll be proud of me and how far i've come"

i felt both males arms wrap around me as they chuckled under their breaths
i saw them both smiling as we all gazed up at the now bright starry night sky

after a while, they both got up to head back to the house
philza calling tommy and tubbo as they ran towards him, the proud father gently ruffling his boys hair as he walked them into the house

techno looking back at me as he shot me a quick smile and thumbs up
i smile back at him as i looked back up at the sky and sighed to myself

i figured it was time that i head back too, getting up from my spot as i dusted myself off
i paused as something fall out of my lap

i bent down as i had forgotten i even brought this with me
clay's mask, chipped and worn out
rubbing my thumb against it, i smiled

walking over to the tree next to me, throwing the mask over a branch and connecting the clip together
the mask hanging from the branch as i observed it

i walked back to the spot i sat in as i observed the view
the moonlight made everything look "bright"

i smiled once more as i swore, i felt a warmness that was familiar to me
gripping the sweater i had on and giving myself a gentle squeeze

i looked out into the world

"i love you guys, i'll see you again one day"














"i love you guys, i'll see you again one day"

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