Not In The Same Way

Chapter 5

"don't disturb me I need time to refresh my brain!" Taeyeon yelled that startled the whole classroom

so Yerim didn't even bother say anything

Poor Yerim.. I felt bad for her but I also can't help her right now 

After we finished our summary

It was now lunch time

We were now here at the cafeteria eating

Until we heard the door open and there we saw Irene walking in

As she walks by

All the girls were all looking up on her and their boyfriend pretends not to see her

Irene didn't really mind the way people were looking at her, she just went directly to the counter to buy her food

then after she got her food she went directly to the door of the cafeteria, but before she left she first look at my direction

our eyes met until I look away and look at my food and continue eating

"what was that?" Wendy ask

"what was what?" I ask back

"you know you and the president looking at each other?" Joy ask 

"what did we do?" I played dumb I know

"we saw that you know, right Yerim?" Wendy ask

"Yes I did, what was that unnie?" Yerim asked

I knew I couldn't lie to them and so I gave Taeyeon a 'help me' look she just nodded at me

"i didn't see anything" Taeyeon shrugged while eating

"what? it was right there!" Joy yelled

"I didn't see anything" Taeyeon sternly said making the others shut their mouth

I mouthed her a 'thank you' which she just smiled at me 

even though Taeyeon can be savage sometimes and look like she doesn't care

she cares for us so much she just doesn't love showing it

"Well I'm done eating, see you later" I said as I quickly leave them

*****
It was P.E. time we were now wearing our P.E. uniform

finally Wendy, Joy, and Yerim stop bugging me about why Irene and I had a little starring contest a while ago

thank gosh...

we were now watching the boys play soft ball since we went first a while ago

Irene was at a corner playing with her phone

I didn't really mind her

'why would I mind her right?'

"hey Seul, you alright?" Wendy asked

I look at her and just nodded

"you sure?" Wendy ask again

"Yes hamster you don't need to worry about me" I assured her as I smile at her

"okay, if you say so" Wendy shrugged

Wendy lean her head on my shoulder, I put my arms around her shoulder

when I felt someone looking at me when I look at where my senses are telling me where

there I saw Irene busy looking at her but she not looking at me

I rolled my eyes and didn't mind her and let lean my head at Wendy's head

*****

Me and Wendy went to our favorite Coffee shop

Joy and Yeri were going on a date so they didn't show up for our group study

"here are your orders" the waiter said as he placed our order on the table

"thank you" we both said happily

after a while we finish our study group and now we were eating the cake that Wendy ordered

"Seul?" Wendy called

"yes?" I ask

"so are you gonna tell me"

"about what?" I think I know what she's reffering...

"about you and Irene?"

I sighed as I look at her

I knew she wouldn't stop bugging about this and now Tayeon isn't here anymore

"let's just say our friendship end up badly and since then we never talk" I explain as I sipped my coffee

"Why?" Wendy ask

"something happened and it ruined us" I answered, remembering those moments made me felt the pain again

She looked at me sadly and pull me into a hug

"whatever happened to your friendship with Irene, I promise that won't happen with our friendship" she said assuringly

"thanks Wendy" I thanked her as I hug her back

"and you know talking is better than avoiding it, it's better to have a closure so that you can finally forget and forgive that would make life easier for you two" she seriously said

"okay, I'll try that hamster"

After that I walk her home and went to mine as I walk to my neighborhood there I saw Irene in front of our house

"Irene?" I called her shocked to see her here

She looked at me

"hey"

"what are you doing here?" I ask seriously

"I wanted to talk to you" she started

I look at her for a moment and I really wanted to talk to her too but I stop myself from saying yes

"there's no reason that we should talk" I said as I went directly to my gate as I was about to close my gate

"Seul...gi wait" she called as she stopped me by holding my arm

"can you please stop!" I said irritated

I look at her angrily while she was looking at me sadly then she let go of my arm

"sorry" that's all she could say and leave

I watch her leave me there dumb founded

After all these years, why bother talk and look at the past, if I was used to avoiding it right??