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Pagtingin

'Pag nilahad ang damdamin sana 'di magbago ang pagtingin.

English translation: When I confess my feelings for you, I hope your view of me won't change.

Hyun Bin's POV

2017

3 years ago we met at an awards show. You were really pretty that night. But we don't know each other, that's why I was too shy to talk to you and even stare too long.

We won the same award. You congratulated me I congratulated you, smiled at each other and then go on our own separate ways.

That night I had a hard time sleeping. Before I had no idea why, but now I realized that it might be because my heart already met its owner.

Three years later, the year 2017 we met again as colleagues. We both accepted to star in a film called 'The Negotiation' and that's where it all started.

My feelings for you.

At that time I was in a relationship. Yeah I know it wasn't a good example but to be honest my ex and I isn't in love anymore and,we both know it. So after a few months we called it quits and decided to stay as friends.

You knew what happened and cheered me up. You bought me dinner and a few drinks to make me feel happy and forget my problems for that moment. And for that I am really thankful because I got to know you better.

I learned that you were also suffering from a break up for the past 2 months but you said that it was all good and that you have moved on already. You also said that you are from Daegu and That you have an older sister.

That night you told me so many things about you and I did the same. I think I can say that, that night was the first day of our friendship.

The days went by quickly and we're already filming the conflict of our movie. The part where Min Tae Gu would kill one of your officers.

I messed up that scene so many times that it was so embarassing for me since we have to retake it over and over again. But on the contrary everytime I make a mistake you would always laugh and show your crescent eyes through the monitor so I think me messing up is surely a win.

But that also made me hope that we should've acted face to face so that I could see your beautiful assets in person.

That day I know I started liking you.

After a few months we wrapped up filming 'The Negotiation' and since then our friendship grew deeper, and so is my attraction to you. But ofcourse I kept it to myself and treated you like a close colleague.

We had a long break and ofcourse I missed you like crazy. But thank God that you gave me your number. So we texted once or twice a week just asking each other 'How was your day?' or 'How are you?'.

One step at a time.

The days of our movie promotions came. I don't know what happened to me but I just can't stop myself from staring at you too long. Maybe it was because I missed you or I longed for you for almost two months.

My Birthday came and ofcourse I invited you. You came and you were shocked that it was already my birthday since you weren't aware.

You apologized so many times because you're not ready and you just bought me an under armour shirt since that was the first thing you saw in the mall once you knew that today was my day. I laughed at you so many times and said that it was alright. And to be honest that under armour shirt was the best gift I received today since it came from you.