𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐅𝐅𝐀𝐁𝐋𝐄, 𝐭𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐭

⋆⋅ fourty four ⋆⋅

Golden hour was what woke me up, the orange rays shined through the semi closed blinds. I checked the bedside clock to see the time 

5:56 PM

"14 hours" I sighed, knowing that I was practically an owl from my messed-up sleep schedule. Quickly opening the notebook from my side and picking up the pen, I was ready to spill my thoughts, though there was one I couldn't release through pen and paper that really bugged me, it almost made me want to scream.

I missed Tommy. 

But when he loves me, I feel like I'm floating
When he calls me pretty, I feel like somebody
Even when we fade eventually, I'm nothing
You will always be my favorite form of loving

There wasn't anything wrong with missing tommy. Right? Many hours were spent with me staring at the piece of paper. The two paragraphs that were written made me the angriest. I didn't notice it was nearly 10 at night until I was pacing the room and caught a glimpse of the night sky.

After countless thinking, I flopped onto the bed lightly. Within seconds my sleep deprivation had gotten to me.

The morning had been quiet, I woke up, ate a banana, and had some tea, said goodbye to Karl, and headed for the airport. The only thing in my hand was the notebook and pen.

Techno noticed my anxiousness the second we got into the car, 

"no need to fear, the blade is here" he pointed to himself, which made my worries lower slightly.

"y'know, Ariadne was the lover of Theseus, and helped him escape the labyrinth after he slew the minotaur" techno wiggled his eyebrows,

"oh really?" I set my head in my palm, leaning my elbow against the side of the car,

"indeed, she gifted him a sword and spindle of thread"

"why a spindle of thread?" 

"so he could retrace his way back" 

I blushed slightly at the connections techno was making, and slowly turned the volume up at the song playing on the radio.

a/n: Choke, by: I don't know how but they found me

Stop
Drop
And drag me into place
And lock the fire escapes
I'll break your pretty face

Techno mumbled the words along with me, 

Oh, you
Clever little things
The sycophantic teens
What a precious basket case
Now shut your dirty mouth
If I could burn this town
I wouldn't hesitate
To smile while you suffocate and die
And that would be just fine
And what a lovely time, that it would surely be
So bite your tongue
And choke yourself to sleep

"techno knows angsty music?" I asked surprised,

You get everything you want
And money always talks
To the idiot savants

"techno knows all" he smirked,

Now shut your dirty mouth
If I could burn this town
I wouldn't hesitate
To smile while you suffocate and die
And that would be just fine
And what a lovely time, that it would surely be
So bite your tongue
And choke yourself to sleep

"well I just expected your entire music taste to be like classical music or something" I chuckled,

Now shut your dirty mouth
If I could burn this town
I wouldn't hesitate
To smile while you suffocate and die
And that would be just fine (oh!)
And what a lovely time
That it would surely be
So bite your tongue
And choke yourself...