✨Everything is beautiful with you✨

Part one - Two lines

Two lines,a simple two red lines that can change your whole world in two minutes and let the magic happen or destroy your hope and happiness if they don't appear but that's kind of how life is too, right? It gives us the most beautiful and the most painful things sometimes at the same time..
I was in the bathroom, sitting on the toilet seat and waiting and waiting and waiting...The time passed very slowly,I felt every second like it was a year long while my heart beat was so fast and I was so scared.I had headaches and a back pain for few weeks,my mood changed so much lately and I had problems with smelling food but I thought it was because I was stressed about work and felt a little bit pressure with all the projects in our office so I was ignoring the signs that my body was changing until that day when I realised that my period was late around a month and even more maybe..
We wanted to have a baby for a long time and we talked about it very often,sometimes we were lying in our yard while watching the stars and talking about our future,about how we want to name our kids and how will they look,what should we teach them..And now I was in the bathroom waiting for those two lines to appear or maybe not appear..

„There will be two lines,I know it.I can feel it."
„Why is time passing so slowly,what is going on.."
„No, if it takes this long then I'm not pregnant."

Those were just some of the thoughts in my head and I was so close to start crying,I wanted that baby so much and with our imagination it would hurt me more if it wasn't true... Waiting, waiting, waiting and waiting...Finally the moment came,I don't know how to describe the feeling with words,I felt like something was moving in my stomach, like I had butterflies flying inside.I took the test in my hands and I started crying..The two lines that I've been waiting for an enternity were there,there was a little human being in my tummy,a little miracle that would change our lives and something made with so much love..I sat on the floor in the bathroom with my hands on my stomach and I cried maybe for 15 minutes but the tears were tears filled with joy and happiness.I had few pregnancy tests at home so I tried with all of them and they all were positive. I felt that I was really pregnant in the moment but of course that I needed to check that with my doctor but I decided to go after few days..I was going to be someone's mother after nine months or maybe less than that and to be able to share something so beautiful with person like Serkan was a blessing..
Oh right Serkan,I almost forgot him, now how will I tell him that we are having a baby and we are going to be a parents to this little one in my tummy..
I wanted to make something special for him and surprise him and well the universe was on my side because that day was his birthday,we had already planned how to spend the day and this baby was already the most beautiful present for both of us..
I prepared a dinner for us and decorated our house with ballons,candles,lights and photos of us, on each ballon there was a picture or a message for him and all of them had their meanings for our love story.I was so excited for his reaction especially knowing how much he wanted a baby and to be able to be a better father than his father,it was a very painful topic for him and he didn't talk much about it but I always knew how scared he was about that..
I was still in shock that we are going to be parents and the first idea that came to my mind was a robot and I involved Sirius of course,he was our first baby and he was a very important part of our love story.So,I bought a mini robot and put that in star shaped box and I wrote a message saying:
„A brand new technology and very special edition of Robot Bolat coming soon..Please prepare yourselves well for the new era.."

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It was around 8 PM and he should have arrived any second and I was freaking out inside my head and trying to stay calm as much as I could because I didn't want to destroy the surprise but knowing my impulsive side plus hormons it wasn't very easy..
He walked in the house while the lights were turned off and I had pointed in which direction should he go and only the candles were reflecting light,so he was following the rules while I was hiding and he went to each one of the ballons collecting the photos and reading the messages and the last step was to come where I was and in that moment my heart beat was so fast, he was almost there..
„Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you " - I started singing while holding the cake in my hands and I turned my head in his direction and he was so happy like a little kid,he had tears in his eyes and he really struggled to not cry at that moment so I kissed him on his cheek and I said "Iyi ki doğdun,iyi ki varsın canim benim,seni çok seviyorum...And now it's a time for wish.Come on blow these candles,they are waiting with me for soo long.." and we laughed like little kids,he closed his eyes and probably made a wish in his head and then he hugged me so tight,oh how much I missed him even if we were separated for five hours only,his scent was so addictive to me and it gave me so much calmness right in the moment when I needed the most and I think that the wish he made was already a true but he still didn't know..
"Do you really know how much I love you? You are the best thing that ever happened in my life.You made me speechless tonight,this is so beautiful..Seni çok seviyorum hayatım " - he said and he kissed me on my forehead, then he took my head in his hands and we kissed so passionate,as always he went for my bottom lip and I don't know how much time passed but we were so lost in the moment that we almost forgot about the birthday dinner..
I was waiting for the right moment to tell him but I didn't know what to say and how to start,my hands were shaking and my heart beat faster and faster,I don't know how I had the courage to start but I did..
„And now it's time for my present Serkan but I want to warn you that a present like this you haven't seen before and it can make you change a lot for two seconds but you are going to love it for sure.." - I said as I called Sirius to come and he was so excited and smiling like a little kid who just got his new toy.
„Sirius, come here buddy..I missed you today...Wait...Wh..What is this Eda?" -he asked as he took the box in his hands and he looked at me, he had no idea what it could be..
„As I said before something that will change many things and you will see if you open it..You can open it already, be careful,you might have emotional consequences.."-I said and laughed while I was freaking out inside my head..