Criminal case season 5 Reader X Jones Love and loss

A rough night.

'I don't know how to feel.. Jones acts as if he's still in love with me.. Then he's with another girl? If he loved me he'd come back to me..." You sigh getting lost in thoughts about what happened earlier today. You toss and turn on your bed. It's 2 A.M. You can't sleep knowing Jones is really with another woman.

"Why... I can't believe that I waited for him.. After all these years.. I'm such an idiot." You sob into your pillow, grieving over the loss of the man you loved with your whole heart. Your first kiss, first real relationship, and your first time. You haven't even slept with other men since you and Jones.

"I feel sick. How is he going from flirty and kissing me and saying he loves me to saying he needs to go be with his girlfriend. Argh. This is clouding up my head! I need to calm down and focus on this case." You get up from bed and go over to the stack of files to try and look for some clues.

"Maybe if I just put my focus onto the case and stop thinking about Jones it will help me. Justice needs to be served for these good people!" You get hit with determination to do work instead of grieving over Jones.

"On a side note before I get to work I just have to say I am so happy that Gloria is my partner now. I remember being upset that she was my partner at first. I just wanted to work with Jones again but she's really nice and I'm happy to be working with her." You think to yourself as you look at some cupcakes she got you.

"Thankfully she's been there for me since I was able to vent to her about it and told her how much I loved Jones... And still do." You're glad to have her as your new partner, working on cases with her helps you forget about Jones.

"Now this case file is named "Writer's blocked." Victim, Reggie Liotta. We found him at a museum, it appears he was bludgeoned to death by a blunt object. He was an author who had a new book released called 'Xerdas Return.' On the crime scene we found a pair of night vision goggles belonging to a man named Jerry Miller who is actually a security guard at the museum.

After further examination of a sign we found, we figured out that the victim was having a meet and greet which was being sponsored by Jebediah Cobb." You let out a sigh to let your brain think for a moment, and when you do, it goes right back to Jones.

"Argh I gotta stop." You shake your head and turn on the radio to listen to
some music to clear your head. Your favorite song comes on the radio which eases you.

"Ah thank god, I love this song!" You smile and start jamming out.
"You know what, why should I be sad about Jones? HE is the one missing out! I'm gonna do my nails tonight since we're gonna talk to the suspects tomorrow I really don't have any leads to go off of so I'm gonna make myself fabulous for tomorrow!!" You hop into the shower jamming out to music, using your best smelling shampoo and body wash.

"Ah a fresh shower always makes me feel better!" You walk over to your bedroom and pick out Jones favorite color of nail polish, causing you to have some memories flood back to you.

"You know (Y/N)." Jones looks at you with that lovey dovey look.

"What?" You turn back to him as you're putting on a fresh coat of your royal blue nail polish.

"I love that color on you, it makes your eyes pop out." He smiles and walks over to you. You blush and look back at your fingers to put on the nail polish.

"Oh Jones, you're too sweet to me." You look up to him, he's now right behind you. He bends down and kisses you passionately.

SMACK

You hit yourself in the face.

"Stop it stop it stop! You need to stop having these flashbacks brain, it only makes it harder. I simply want to wear his favorite colors on me so he can see what he's missing out on!" You put on your nail polish and read some stupid articles on how to make a man jealous and listen to music to help pump you up.

"Good God it's already 3 A.M! I gotta get up at 6! And kinda earlier to get ready. I just gotta do one more thing." You grab your curlers, remembering how Jones loved your hair curled, triggering another flashback.

"Well well." You turn around to see Jones standing in the doorway.

"Whatt?" You say nervously.

" (Y/N) you know I love it when you curl your hair, it looks so beautiful. Then again you always look beautiful." He says as he walks over to you.

"Oh Jones, you keep that talk up and I'm gonna give you a special gift." You say with a flirty tone.

"I'm just being honest. I don't know how I got so lucky to get a beautiful girl like you." He says with a sweet smile turning into a smirk knowing what he's asking for.

"Oh that's it you're gonna get it." You get up and jump into his arms kissing him passionately, sinking into the kiss as he runs his finger through your hair with one hand, and the other he runs down your side.

"BYE BYE! Bad brain! No more memories I don't need to remember the part about us kissing and how in love we were!" You start to tear up but you stop yourself.

"No tears, you's a bad bitch, you break hearts, your heart don't break. I'm gonna make him have all these memories and he can suffer!" You get ready for bed and lay down, it now being 3:30 you'll only get a few hours of sleep. Unable to help yourself you start crying. It's good to grieve and let it out now instead of showing your sadness in front of Jones.

"He will be the one who's crying tomorrow when he sees a brand new bitch walking into work." You smile to yourself and fall asleep eager to make Jones jealous tomorrow. 

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