How to fix a broken one (WeeklyChris)[COMPLETED] #Wattys2016

new beggining

Chapter 1

I woke up to a light pink wall , just how the former people that used to live here left it.

Today was Sunday so that meant I didn't have school till tomorrow. I was scared to start at a new school due to the bullying I got at any other school.

I pushed the thoughts from my previous school, and got up.

Before going downstairs I brushed my teeth and hair and covered up my cuts and scars with makeup.

My mom knew that I cut because last year I had attempted suicide. However she thinks that I don't do so anymore. My brother Sam does not know about my attemos of suicide and self harm. I want to keep it that way because he is the most protective of me.

When I got downstairs, I saw my mom cooking some bacon. I never bother to eat a lot anymore so people would think that I was fat. My weight has always been an 'issue' to the other kids at my school, which eventually led to me having an issue with myself.

"Honey?" My mom said snapping me out of my thoughts

"Yeah mom?" I asked

"Sadly I have to go to work today but I was thinking about leaving you some money to go shopping for your room?" She kindly said

"That'd be nice," I said giving her a weak smile

"I know you're scared but we'll get through this together," she said as she handed me 200$ while pulling me into a hug. My mom was aware if my father abuse obviously, but she had no idea about he bullying.

After she left I went up to Sam's room and knocked.

"Mom gave us money to go room shopping and she made you bacon."

"Thanks sis, just let me get ready and we'll go," he said. I exited his room to go get myself ready.

I wore

-black leggings

-black combats

-never shout never t-shirt

My hair was down naturally

I walked out and saw Sam wearing khaky shorts and a regular black t-shirt

~At Home Depot

When we walked in I gave him $100 and then we both went our separate ways. I walked up yo the lights section and picked out some white Christmas lights to adorn my room with.

I then went to look at the paint.

While at the paint, i saw a boy who was pretty cute and around my age.

I stood next to him awkwardly looking at the colored papers they have for show.

I picked up a light blue paper.

"Good choice," he chuckled

I just smiled

I was having trouble picking up the big cans of paint making a fool out of myself because he eventually noticed.

"Need help?" he asked

"Please," I politely answered.

After setting my paint onto the cart he introduced himself, "Im Crawford btw," he said extending his hand.

"Im Lauren," I answered shaking his hand

"So Lauren are you new? I haven't really seen you around?"

"Actually yeah I moved here on Thursday" I answered

"Oh well if you want I could show you around."

"Yeah that'd be nice just let me take this home and we can go," I said taking him up on his offer.

And then Sam came along and introduced himself. Me and Crawford exchanged numbers. I told him I'd text him the adress when I was done at my house.

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Chapter one completed!