Chapter 17

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Mental

It has been a few days since I kissed Eren and we sometimes talk about it.....no we don't but we still talk to each other but today Historia, Eren and I were trying to not get caught because apparently people were after us, Armin had to dress up as Historia, Jean had to dress up as Eren, while Sasha had to dress up as me. Originally we were going to do Mikasa as me but since she's Asian and I'm not that would be a giveaway, plus Sasha looks sort of like me just with different hair and eye colour
"Who do you think is after us?" Historia questions
"Who ever it is, they won't just want to say hello so it doesn't really matter" I reply trying to shut her up so we won't get found. I don't really like Historia since she looks too similar to my mom

After a few minutes I hear a familiar zipping noise huh why would they be here? I think, suddenly the top cover gets ripped open, and they shoot Historia with something to make her pass out
"HISTORIA!" Eren yells grabbing a gun before getting shot himself
"EREN!" I yell, I dodge a few bullets, and grab the gun and shot the gun in the head making him fall, I feel something at the back of my neck and I start to get dizzy like hell your taking me that easy! I think
"Y/N!" A voice yells, I look up to see Armin

I quickly lift the gun and shoot just behind Armin who was about to get shot himself, I then get shot all up my right leg, I look around to try and escape but I end up falling backwards

"When will she wake up?" I hear, I slowly lift my eyelids up to look around but I'm just chained up legs, arms, neck
"There now she's awake" I hear a man say
"What the fuck!" I yell, pulling at the chains
"What a shame you look nothing like her" the man looked down
"Who the fuck are you!" I snap
"My name is Rod Riess, nice to finally meet you Y/n Ackerman" he says, I hear muffling next to me, I look over and see Eren tied up
"Ok what the hell are we doing here" I ask as he makes his way up the stairs towards me
"Historia what the hell is going on, TELL ME!" I snarl
"Hush, now I haven't seen you for years, last time I saw you, you were 6" he says
"I've never met you" I snap back
"Oh yes you were asleep on the couch waiting for your father" he says making my eyes widen
"What do you know!" I snap
"Not enough, so let's take a dip threw your life" he says
"What NO, DON'T YOU TOUCH ME!" I yell desperately trying to get out
"Don't make me relive it" I beg
"I'm sorry but I must know" he says before him and Historia go to put there hands on my back
"Also anyone in this room will see your memories" he says no...eren I think, they put their hands on my back and the memories come floating back, just like if I were re-living them

Flashback #1
I was shivering on the streets holding a knife so hopefully no-one would come near me, I was starving I hadn't eaten in weeks, I was sitting next to this little girl she was about 4 or 5 when a man came and stole the little money we had the little girl ran after him I weakly run after him, but as I turn a corner I see a pool of blood splatter right in front of me, I look straight at the lifeless girl, her eyes dull, anger built up and I threw my knife into his leg making him fall, he tried to shoot me but I dodged but it was right next to my ear so my ear started bleeding I stomp on his arm making him drop the gun I pick it up and shoot him in the head, his brains splattered on me

-End-
The flashback ends and I start sweating like hell, I was panting fuck I forgot about that I think
"Wow 7 years old amd you already killed people" Riess said
"It's the underground I did what I needed too" i mutter, I look over at Eren who has a worried expression
"Ok we need to move forward" Riess says
"Dont touch me" i snarl in vain

Flashback #2

I was strapped to a chair, I could hear screams from the room around me, some were kids, adults, elderly, some I knew others I didn't, I let out i quiet sob
"Y/n~ what have I said about your little pitiful cries" Martha sadisticly says
"I'm sorry it won't happen again!" I beg
"Naw too late~" she says before lifting up my shirt and cutting my torso
"AHHH! MARTHA PLEASE!"I beg, I look down to see blood gushing out of my torso, she then rips one of my organs out
"Oooo I can sell your spleen!" She says happily I start to cry
"Your such a little bitch!" She says, she then raises her hand and clicks her finger, about 10 guards come threw the door and start to beat me, blood splatters out of my mouth, I hear a crack I was desperately trying to keep the rest of my organs in my body, they didn't care that I was 12 they were just happy they got to hit me
"Ok that's enough" she says sending them away,she walks over to me and grabs my hair and drags me out of the room, and I get put into the room I hated the most it's called the "mirror room" basically I'm forced to watch my friends get brutally beaten, tortured there screams filled my ears

-end-

I can feel myself loosing my sanity, I look up to Riess
"Just tell me how the hell do you know who I am" I weakly ask
"Your my niece, your mother Kayle is my little sister" he says my eyes widen no, no, no I'm breaking I think

How come I don't remember any of these memories I think
"And from your expression, what Kazz told me is correct" he says he knew kazz?! I think
"His experiment actually worked, but your mother really did do what she said she would" he mutters
"JUST.TELL.ME!" I scowl, he makes his way down the stairs but still talks to me
"From what she told me all those years ago, turns out you really are a devil straight from hell" he says
"What devils don't exist" i sneer
"They don't anymore, your the last one I suppose, you see your mother was infertile so to have you she has to make a deal, for exchange to be fertile, Lucifer or Satan was able to live on in you, by spirit" he says
"Your saying I'm a devil" I mumble
"Yes, you inherited his abilities as well" he adds
Why the hell am I here then" I spit
"Well since you have royal blood in you, it's simple once you eat Eren you will inherit the founding titan" he says
"I'm not doing anything to him" I snap
"Why that's the reason you existed in the first place, your mother only had you so you would inherit the founding titan" he says what......I think
"Like hell my mom loved me" I snap still trying to break the chains
"She did but only because of your potential" he replies I was only made for a weapon I think
"If you don't believe, you can hear it from her yourself" he says, before stabbing me

Soon my mom appeared in front of me
"mama please tell me that he's lying!" I beg
"I'm sorry but he isn't, I only wanted a child so they could take the founding titan, but once I saw you I didn't want that for you, I love you y/n" she says touching my face
"no I'm not a devil, I'm a bad person I know that but a devil!?" I say
"it's true your Satan's spawn" she says, for some reason I start to laugh...but it wasn't a happy laugh
"Why are you...laughing?" Historia says from behind me, but I continue tears roll down my cheeks

Historia and Riess back away from were I am
"HAAAHAAA, YOU KNOW WHAT IM DONE, YOU HEAR THAT DAD IM A DEVIL, YOUR LIL DEVIL!" I yell, I look over at Eren and he looks terrified of me, I look down to see my reflection, my grey eyes had turn gold, and black, with my face cracking, my hands turned into claws the crystals around me start to break
"IM GOING CRAZY AREN'T I!" I scream smiling hold on a little longer you have to save Eren I think

I break the chains and jump towards Eren, I grab him by the shirt and I go down and grab Historia
"Y/N CAN YOU HEAR ME!" Eren yells, I can't awnser if I do I might break my focus on keeping sain, i jump my way all around the room, I make it out and see everyone about to go down and save us I drop both of them and fall to the ground, I turn back to stare right at my dad, my forehead and back starts to fall into pain
"GAH!" I scream in agony, I grip my hair tears fall down my cheeks, I hear footsteps rushing towards me
"DON'T COME NEAR ME!" I yell I don't want to kill any of you I think

Just then hardened wings spout out from my back, with horns coming out of my forehead, my head was bleeding, I look over at everyone and they're in complete shock
"Please, promise to save me" i mutter, just then I fly away I don't want to be a monster i think

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