Not by choice {COMPLETED}

Hold on I still want you

"Why..." I hear Shitty hair say.

"I need to end this heat to go save Deku." I said putting my coat on.

"That thing only stops your heat for today, you'll need another one tomorrow or else it'll come back... Also it will make your heats worst. Fuck it's bad for you too!" He says as Denki agrees.

"As long as I have Deku, I don't care what I do to myself." I said as they sighed.

"Just saying Bakubro..." Shitty hair said looking down.

"We're just worried you know..." Denki said as I sighed.

"I know, but I didn't ask you to." I said leaving the room.

I walked out, a simple tank top on and a coat, I had to keep warm a little. I walked around sniffing, I have to find him, just a small wif of him is all I need. I suddenly smell it, a tiny bit of his smell, I run towards it when a guy slams me against the wall. I spit blood as I fall on the ground, blood is falling from my head down my face. I look up to see Shigaraki smiling with his ugly dried lips of his.

"Well hello there Bakugo~" He says picking me up by my throat.

"Where's D-Deku!?" I grotted out as he chuckled.

"How about we go see him~ I was on my way there." He says punching me again.

I cough more blood as he smiles and drops me on the ground. He grabs my ankle and drags me along, I felt too dizzy to comprehend where we we're going, he picked me up and opened a door. That's when I smelled it, the overwhelming smell of fear and pain Deku had released in the room as they punched his body and face over and over again.

"HEY! That's not a nice way to treat my future nomu." He said as I froze.

He dropped me on the ground facing Deku, it was an awful sight to see, he looked in a lot of pain.

"D-Deku?" I said trembling.

He flinched and looked at me terrified, I could see his eyes beging this to be fake, he didn't want me here. I tried to stand up, but Compress pushed me down holding my arm in my back. I looked at Deku who was now fighting off the restraints.

"YOU SHOULDN'T BE HERE! NO! NO THIS IS BAD KACCHAN WHY ARE YOU HERE!?" He yelled as he got punched again.

"Shut up! Serves you right." Twice yelled.

Deku spat blood before growling at twice, his tail poofed and his ears bent back. He was pissed, his lightning started to spark around him as he growled loudly. Twice backed away as the restraints started to crack and snap, Twice looked at Shigaraki scared as dry lips smiled. Shigaraki walked to me and placed his hand near my head grinning.

"Stop fighting or your omega is dust." He said calmly.

My eyes widdened as Deku froze, he looked at me before looking down again. Shigaraki smirked and stood up, he knew Deku wouldn't put me in danger. He walked to Deku and smirked before grabbing Deku's chin and forcing him to look at me.

"Have you ever seen what guilt looked like on his face?" Shigaraki asked Deku.

Deku gulped and shaked no, Shigaraki smiled and lowered his second hand on his tight. The skin cracked lightly, making him scream in agony from the pain it was causing. This is all my fault, he can't fight back with me here, no please make it stop!

"DEKU NO! STOP PLEASE STOP!" I begged as he obeyed.

He stopped and made Deku look at me, his eyes went wide as he saw my face being plastered with guilt. I couldn't help it, it was all because I was here, I need to get him out!

"Kacchan... It's o-okay..." He whimpered out.

"This is my fault! Deku please fight back! It doesn't matter if I suffer you have to get out!" I yelled as he sighed.

"You forgot something... Kacchan..." He said looking down before smiling at me.

"I'm not afraid of dying for you." He said before Shigaraki made skin on his shoulder crack.

His smile faltered as he screamed his lungs out at the pain, I looked away crying. If I had stayed back in the dorm, he'd at least be able to run away... The door suddenly was knocked on, I looked at it confused when the wall was exploded by allmight. Icyhot came in with the police and gasped at us, he couldn't help himself and started to cry as he untied Deku. Now free of Compress, I stood up and ran to help Icyhot, once the cable snapped, he fell in my arms. His breath was heavy, you could hear some chilling noise coming from his lungs. With the help of Icyhot, we walked him out into the ambulance, we climbed inside to stay with him.

"Shochan? Is... That you?" He said smiling slightly.

Icyhot stood up and grabbed his hand trembling as he started to cry. Deku slowly closed his eyes as his heart slowed down.

"Hold on please... We're almost there... I'm so sorry I left... I could have protected you... I still need you, Izuku!"

-TO BE CONTINUED