Zayn Malik Number?

Chapter 18

Stephanie's POV

I have no idea what's up with Amanda but I intend to find out soon. All I know so far is she had a nightmare about Zayn...... and she asked me about Zayn leaving to go on tour

"Stupid" I scolded myself as I hit my head in realization

Amanda's really stressed about Zayn leaving and forgetting about her. What could I do to help? I'm definitely not telling her not to think about it and it's nothing because if I were in her shoes I would feel like utter crap

She doesn't even want to talk about it and I don't want to force her to before she gets emotional

But she might feel a whole lot better to just let it out..

Ugh stop confusing yourself and go talk to her stupid she needs your support!
My conscious yelled

"Amanda we need to talk" I said knocking on the bathroom door hoping she heard me through the voices of the shower

"About?"

"About life..."

"Life's great"

"It would sound a lot more convincing if you got out the shower and talked to me face to face you know"

"Stephanie I'm fine don't worry"

"Amanda how could you tell me not to worry! Your the only person I actually have and I can't bare (bear?) to see you depressed"

I heard the pipes of the shower slow down before it went to a stop

"Amanda?"

I heard some noises in the background until she opened the door

"Look at me Stephanie! I'm fine I'm not depressed so can you leave me the hell alone" she yelled and walked passed me

I slowly felt tears brim at the edge of my eye threatening to fall out, I was just trying to help...

Amanda's POV

I can't even no more!

I'm tired of thinking!

I'm tired of worrying!

I'm tired of just waiting to see what the future holds!

I picked up my phone and dialed the all too familiar number

"Hello" the voice at the other end said as if he woke up from a deep sleep

"We have to talk, meet me at the park"

"The park?"

"No ones going to be there!" I said clearly annoyed and I'm sure he got the gist

"Are you ok?" He asked worry clear in his voice

"Fine just fine! Be there in a hour yeah?"

"Sure"

"Bye"

You can say I'm over stressed, I guess you do get pulled over the line when you have a lot going on. I feel so mad and so angry for no apparent reason..

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Hey guys!! This is not the chapter I promised, it's seriously 1 in the morning and I can't fall asleep so I decided to write a quick chapter.

I will be sure to update again tomorrow... or later today I guess since it's already Wednesday

So here's a little background information about why I started this book.... I'm pretty sure no one cares but I just feel like doing this

My cousin Amanda also known as 1D_forever6532 on wattpad literally forced me to write this book for her back when I wasn't a Directioner... (boy was I missing out on life) It was really fun writing the book and so I had to do some research to find out who was who and I got even more fascinated and there is when my life changed for the best I BECAME A DIRECTIONER lol I hope you guys actually read that and I'm not just wasting time...

Also shoutout to MariahKashif for commenting on this book which really motivated me to continue this book when I was about to call it quits😁 I really appreciate it😊