I want to start this entry by saying THANK YOU for the previous year. It was like a roller coaster ride 🤣😅 It was sad ofcourse but great at the same time, great because I survived 💪 we all survived. This year I wish it will be a GOOD year for the all of us. Let us THINK POSITIVE, not positive in Covid ofcourse 😂🤣
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So today, I just spend time sleeping and watched movies on my phone. And worrying if I can go to work tomorrow 😅 Because I just dyed my hair freaking BLUE 🤣 And I dont think it will be appropriate to go to work with this hair color. Im starting to regret if i'll go to black hair or brown again. And my scalp is suffering right now because of frequently changing of hair color and bleaching, Poor scalp 😢😅
And I just want to share this feeling of mine. I dont know how do I feel or WHY do I felt it. I have this friend of mine and she had this 2 male friends/ex-workmates. My friend introduced this 2 guys to me, honestly this 2 male friends of my friend are kind and I had a chance to bond with them. So my friend paired me up with to this 1 guy, but NAH its not my thing to be paired up. But at the time goes by, I felt something weird. We have this moment and after that we became much closer, we change conversations but not that regularIy and felt that I want to see him more often. And I dont know why I have this feeling!!?? Im a being an indenial or what!? And tonight my friend and this 2 guys bond without me. I know Im not in the position to get mad or to sulk or whatever. But Im a bit disappointed, because they didn't invite me to join with them 😥 you know I kinda miss the bond with them, and I just want to see this 1 guy who cause me to feel something 😅 But tsk hayst just ignored them, I'll just think that they need some time/bond within their friendship only, and that has nothing to do with me 😐
I better to go sleep now. And wondered if I can to go work tomorrow or later rather (finish typing this entry 01/04/21; 1:45am) 😅😅😅
So BYE for now, see you in the next entry.
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