Stolen Time

7 months ago...

"Y/n" Spencer called out your name softly 

"Yo--your dead" you choked out

It felt like the room was spinning. You were back in the hospital again. You couldn't comprehend what was going on. Air was not traveling to your lungs and the tears falling from your face were drowning you. His blurred figure began to walk towards you but you held your hand out and stumbled backwards. You felt hands guiding your body into a chair. Words and sentences were being thrown at you but you couldn't hear them. Your hands were trembling. You closed your eyes and focused on trying to breathe first. Once you got that going you felt two hands take a hold of your own. You opened your eyes and Spencer was kneeling in front of you.

"You died" you cried out

"I am so sorry" his hand was slowly getting close to your face to wipe the tears

"I watched you become limp in my arms" his hand was now stroking your cheek. As much as you wanted to pull away out of all the anger you felt for being lied to you couldn't help but lean into his touch.

"Guys" you heard Derek whisper and everyone left you and Spencer alone

"Y/n I am so sorry for leaving you. I thought about you everyday." tears of his own began to fall down his face

You took both of your hands and cupped his face. He was real. You were touching him

"Why would you leave me like that" 

"I had no choice. I was pretty sure and I still am that Cat was not going to try and finish the job if she found out I survived. But we couldn't risk it so I had to go. And I have regretted that decision every single day since I left." he pushed a strand of your hair behind your head

He was real and he was here and he was touching you. Spencer was actually alive. His gaze went from your face down to your belly. He had clearly noticed but after a moment it all clicked in his head.

"Is it mine?" he still needed the reassurance

"Yes you idiot" you smiled again. Feeling the joy of finally being able to be with Spencer again.

He smiled and his hand began to hover over you. "Can I?"

You sniffled and gave him a nod. He pressed his hand against the fabric and his eyes lit up. He placed a small kiss and ran his hand gently over your belly. "Hey little one." he cooed

"Did you know?" 

"No. JJ only informed me about the several identities I would have and what to do. Nothing about you being pregnant" He lifted himself from the ground and held his hand out. You took it and stood up yourself

Once you were both standing you wrapped your arms around him. You held him as close as your body could allow. He ran his hands up and down your back. Comforting you as much as he could. You backed up and wiped your tears away. The team had slowly come back into the room. A sudden rage filled you when you watched Hotch enter the room. You brushed past Spencer and walked over to Hotch. Once you were in arms length all you could see was red. You hadn't even realized you left a faint hand print on his cheek.

"You son of a bitch" your arms reached his chest and you kept pushing him back

"Y/n I'm sorry" he didn't fight back

"I made you the God father and you just let me believe he was dead" your hands were now rolled into fists hitting him repeatedly over and over again on the chest. 

"Y/n" you felt a smaller hand on your shoulder. It was JJ. She just added to the flames raging inside

"Don't you dare touch me" you grabbed her shoulders and pushed her against the table behind her