𝑰𝑴𝑨𝑮𝑰𝑵𝑬𝑺𓂀

VINNIE HACKER/// ON MY OWN

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Y/N'S POV///

Dear Vincent Hacker,

Its been 3 shitty months since you left me on my own. No warning. Just a fucking note. Saying what? You didn't need me anymore. You didn't love me anymore. For these past 3 months I've been thinking about you. Everything was becoming a blur. Everything stopped. I spent these 3 months crying. Why? Because you chose fame over me. You said you'd be better off without me and I was distracting you from your shitty fame.

I wondered for these past months if you ever once thought if I was doing ok by myself. I wondered if you ever tried to call but you didn't. I kept lying to myself thinking maybe he's busy, maybe he isn't on his phone, or maybe he forgot. But I pushed those thoughts aside and finally came face to face with reality and reality is you didn't care. You never did but I was to blinded by what I thought was love. Dont get me wrong it was but the thing is it was one sided love. Not the kind where we were so deeply inlove with eachother so mesmerized so inlove that everytime we looked into eachothers eyes we would get lost. No it wasn't that. It was you pushing me aside unless you needed validation or needed comfort. Luckily for you I was stupid enough to be used, to be the shoulder to cry on. But your fame sky rocketed so much you didn't need me anymore. Now I understand what pain is like. The pain that you caused me was so unbearable.

I hated myself for being so naive and stupid. For being so selfless. Being so silly to the point I believed you loved me back. But now I see it. Loud and clear. You never loved me I was just a toy. What hurt me most was trying to escape. Escape from what could've been. But I couldn't I was stuck. I never cried because you left me on my own. I didnt cry because you left with no warning. I cried because I couldn't escape us. I couldn't escape from what I thought was love.

But now I realize that it wasn't love. It was just all one huge lie. I was inlove with the idea of you not you.

The past 3 months shattered me everything was so hard to break through but look at me now I'm better than ever. So much more better. My mental stability is sky rocketing.

You left me but all in reality all you did was set me free. Free from my naive foolish self. You left me. All I could do was let my heart bleed. But now I'm through. I'm so much more better without you.

But look at you. Your career has went downhill. You've become irrelevant. You've lost millions of followers. Why? Because people finally see the true you. The rude, selfish, and greedy you. The fame got to your head. It made you prideful. Now everything you love and cherish is gone just like that. It hurts, right? Losing something you deeply cared for. I know it does because everything your feeling now I've felt it before. But the difference is I'm getting back up. I didn't deserve the hurt you caused me. But now you feel the hurt you caused the people around you. Everyone you pushed away and I'm sure there enjoying the show too.

But best part of this all is you crawling back to me. How does being hopeless and broken feel? Horrible right. Serves you right. But most important of all I wanna thank you for setting me free vinnie. For opening my eyes, telling me to wake up and find my true self and for that I thank you.

Sincerely, the girl you awoken

Author's note///

So ummm yea here's another angst story. Hope yall like it. BTW I don't claim this song this song isnt mine. But it definitely gave me inspiration for this imagine. xoxo🦋