what am i to do

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*you hear the news from Bruce*
You:WHAT...no that is impossible
Bruce:It really isnt
You:what do I do
Bruce:well it is up to you
You:okay thankyou can you give me a moment
Bruce:of course
You:thankyou
*Bruce leaves and you head back to Loki*
You in your head:what do I do....i cant tell Loki
Loki:hello sweet heart...what was that about
You:oh um Bruce just wanted to tell me about the katanas
Loki:katanas?
You:oh yes Gamora said I was good with hers...so Bruce made me my own made out of vibranium
Loki:you finally get a weapon huh
You:ye I guess...let's finish the tree
Loki:oh yes of course...are you feeling okay
You:yes yes I am fine
Loki:okay
You in your head:I cant tell him...but I should...shouldn't I
*you and Loki finish the tree*
Loki:it is absolutely beautiful
You:it really is
Loki:are you sure you are okay
You:yes I am sure
Loki:I dont believe you
You:Loki I said I am fine
Loki:I know you better than that
You:you know nothing about me
Loki:do I do I...if i dont know you I  should go!!!
You:maybe you should
Loki:good luck
You:go away
Loki:my pleasure
*Loki leaves the compound and slams the door*
*you start crying*
Bucky:hello doll
You:I didnt realise you were here
Bucky:I was training earlier.
You:I am just so done
*you sit down on the couch and Bucky sits next to you*
Bucky:what's wrong doll
You:I just...i just dont know what I am doing anymore
Bucky:what do you mean
You:I feel like I just dont want to be emotional around Loki
Bucky:why not
You:I just dont want him to think I am weak
Bucky:I think he wants you to be vulnerable
You:I need to tell him something that he might not like
Bucky:what would that be
You:I um I am pregnant
Bucky:woah um how do you feel about it
You:I dont know...I really want a kid but I may not be able to work anymore
Bucky:not for a while doll no...but you dont have to keep it if you dont want it
You:but I do...but I dont know if Loki
will want it
Bucky:you have to ask him though...I dont think you can read minds
You:well I know that but what if he thinks any less of me
Bucky:then he doesnt deserve you
You:no I dont deserve him...he has only ever treated me like a queen
Bucky:just talk to him
You:when he comes back...he could be anywhere
Bucky:dont worry doll I will help
You:I am okay...I need to ask Wanda how her date went
Bucky:what date
You:Wanda went on a date with Strange
Bucky:that is um unexpected
You:well they seemed a tad close
Bucky:I guess you are right
You:they are really cute
Bucky:I gotta go doll...you should do something
You:I think I am going to watch a movie
Bucky:which one
You:I am not sure...probably something to find out my heritage
Bucky:oh yes you are like a god arent you
You:something like that
Bucky:well bye doll
You:bye Bucky...that's your name right
Bucky:the one and only
*you smirk*
*Bucky leaves*
*you put on a movie*
You:I am so tired
*you feel your eyes getting heavier and heavier and you feel them close*
*a few hours later*
*you wake up to a cold hand caressing your face*
You:get away from me dont hurt me
*you sit up and realise Loki is stood above you*
You:oh I am sorry I didnt realise it was you
Loki:no matter my sweet
You:listen I am really sorry
*you pat the seat next to you signalling him to sit down*
*he sits next to you inquisitively*
Loki:I need to say something
You:me two
You:I'm pregnant
Loki:i am so sorry
*you say it at the same time*
Loki:WHAT
You:yep we are having a baby
*Lokis eyes well up in happiness*
*Loki hugs you tighter than ever*
Loki:there is a baby in there...our baby
You:no there is a fish...of course
Loki:is that what Bruce said earlier
You:yes
Loki:why didnt you tell me
You:well I didnt know how...and I didnt want you to think of me as weak
Loki:you are the strongest woman I have ever seen
*you and Loki kiss*
Loki:I cant believe I am to be a father

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