TL TD

Different

Aliyah's POV

I walked up to the room slowly. I pushed the door open as gently as possible. Why was i acting weirdly

When i got in Ava was curled up on the bed

I joined her. The moment i got in she faced the other side

I bit my lip

I covered myself with the blanket. The room so was quiet

I starred at her back deciding what the right move would be

Remember how i said I was stupid? Yeah, I don't think my brain is functioning right now. I can't think of anything sensible, i feel so scared for for reason

I noticed slight vibrations on the bed. I held my breath as if it would help me hear better

I heard light sobbing noise

"Ava?"

Ava's Pov

It was difficult to get the scenes from my head. Everytime i closed my eyes it comes to me. The blurry vision of my mother's lifeless body laying beside me, with blood all over

This was all because of me

I did this

"Ava?"

Aliyah.  I forgot she was here

Everything hurts. I hate myself even more

I noticed  slight movements on the bed. I got up immediately

I want to be alone

"Sorry but you need to leave" i faced away from her

I really don't want to see her face right now, it would break my heart

"Okay, i understand" she said calmly

I noticed her presence behind me engulfing me in a warm hug

She leaned her head on my back holding me tightly

"I understand you need the be alone" she whispered

I couldn't stop the tears from crawling down

"I've got you Okay" she whispered soothingly

I pulled her hands from around my waist gently, facing her

She brought her hands to wipe the tears from my face but i stopped her

I starred into those green orbs that made me feel. I wanted to see if there was something there for me

Nothing

It felt empty

I felt nothing

My mind was already clouded

I shaked my head

"No Al" my voice came out low

"I think we need a break. I just want to be by myself"

She looked reluctant

"Ava i get it. We can do that. You need space I get it"

Please argue with me, don't be so nice and understanding

I shaked my head. She still doesn't get it

"Let's break up"

I finally said, waiting for her reaction

The room was dead silent

She chuckled

"Stop playing. We can't just break up, we're married"