the way i see things lil peep

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emmarose:heart broken again🪐
andreachamberlain:we can finally be together
emmarose:@andreachamberlain yes
naileadevora:pretty girl
emmarose:@naileadevora no u
mateodevora:ma bestie
emmarose:@mateodevora the power we hold
emma🤝mateo
lilpeep:cutie

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i sighed at gus's comment,just pretend like you didn't cheat on me,i can't really say that cause im being nice back to him,why,why,why i didn't know why i was but i was,when we were together i told myself he was my soulmate,let's just not think about that right now,i take out my sketch book and start to sketch some drawings,i'm not that good at it but i try my best,honestly no one is going to see but me do i don't really care that much,my playlist stop and my phone was ringing it was him.

gus🤎🪐
accept|decline

i press accept and his face pops you on my screen.[couldn't find any vids]

what's up boo he said blowing the smoke out of his mouth.hot.no don't think that,hi i said fixing my baby hairs,so tell me what happened i said what the attitude baby girl i rolled my eyes again hot.gus just tell me what happened,
i was fucked up and was horny next thing you
know it,were fucking he said looking at up at me,tears were in my eyes,hopefully he couldn't see,okay i said you still mad he said yeah gus i'm obviously gonna still be mad you cheated on me and i really fucking love you a lot,i love you too he said no gus you don't i said you loved me that much you wouldn't of cheated on me,gus i really hope you fix yourself soon,he sighed right now i know i'm not really worth it,if you could give me some time i could work on it,okay gus text me when your worth it i hung up and cried for like 15 minutes.

gus's pov:

she hung up,fuck i said throwing my phone onto the bed,i rolled a blunt and smoked it to calm me down i'm such a fucking idea cheating on her,she's gorgeous so much more then perfect,i knew myself i fucked up and she knew that i fucked up bad.

flashback:

some date in highschool:

emma walked to the bathroom,her bag on her back while she walked down the empty halls.
gus came out of a storage room,classic gus.
hickeys running all down his neck,damn gus emma said he turned his head,um yeah he said rubbing his neck,same girl emma said looking at him,of course he said she laughed okay gus emma said patting his back and continued waking,where you goin he said i'm going to the bathroom and then ima dip,let me come with you gus said walking up to her,i have to go the the bathroom first thought he said,okay gus said can you hold my bag for a second i emma passing him it didn't even get a choice he said taking it stop complainting gustav,she went into the stall and did my business emma flushed the toilet,then there was banging on the stall door,she opened it confused it was gus,he ran into the stall a teacher is out there he said are there people in the stall together the teacher said emma covered gus's mouth,uh no just one person she said loudly oh okay the teacher said i'm guessing the walked off,emma took my hand off gus's mouth,he handed me the bag and walked out,she washed my hands,emma and gus sprinted out of the school,i wanna leave this shit hole of a town and this school emma said,same here gus said what class were you in emma said to him gym class he said she nodded,then emma and gus walked to the nearest gas station.

flash back over.

emma's pov:

i was looking through pictures of gus,i found some of his baby pictures that liza sent to me.

[cutest baby ever]

i shut my phone off and went asleep for while.
i went asleep for like 45 minutes,it was now 4pm and i haven't ate all day i was starving,i went downstairs also i didn't tell any of my family that gus cheated because my mom would be like i told you he was going to break
your heart,okay i don't really care that much.
i made myself some food and went back upstairs.

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sooooo sorry for the short chapter omg.
a lot of stuff is gonna happen though teheehe
will do spelling check tomorrow
hope u enjoyed