i took some xans and layed down on my bed,i fucked up everything at this point,i wanted to text her and say sorry but i don't think sorry can just make it all better again,i loved her,she knew that,she's fucking beautiful everything about her is perfect,i knew i was hurting myself and her i just wanted to forget it ever happened but life sadly does work like that.
emma's pov:
i have been staying in my house and it was literal hell for me,my mom was going on about stupid shit and talking about how it's better now that i'm home,i just ignored her half the time or just nodded my head,i decided to actually get ready today,aka get in a bikini and try to get a tan because i'm pale as fuck,anyway i just took a mirror picture since i had no one to take my instagram pictures.
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emmarose:🪐🪐
andreachamberlain:okay let me be u *liked by emmarose* andreachamberlain:SEXYY emmarose:@andreachamberlain no u naileadevora:OMG *liked by emmarose* naileadevora:WHY ARE U PERFECT *liked by emmarose* naileadevora:will u marry me now emmarose:@naileadevora yes nai teeeheee
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gus obviously didn't like or comment yet,i kinda cared because i posted that for him to purposely see it,then i got a notification.
lilpeep liked your post.
finally he actually liked it,i didn't even care if he commented or not.
lilpeep commented:omg
i liked his comment and went inside,had a shower,got changed into a different outfit,i had enough of waiting for gus to text me or try make contact with me,it's too fucking hard to stay mad at him so i drove to his house. i got to gus's for all i know he could be somewhere else,i knocked on the door and gus opened it,hi i said quietly,hi he said back,listen gus obviously doing drugs isn't good at all but i think i kinda overreacted just wanna say i'm sorry i said out of breath,come here he said opening his arms,i walked over to him and hugged me,he wrapped his arms around me,you left me with my family i said looking up at him,he looked down at me i'm sorry baby he said softly kissing my lips,i kissed him back, pulled away and smiled,i'm leaving for la in a few days he said with a sad tone in his voice,i know i said looking at the ground but were gonna make the most out of it,okay i said looking up at him again,okay he said hugging me again.
there's going to be a lot of stuff going on this week i said to him,emma did you plan this week out for us to do stuff,yes i said guilty he laughed cutie,gus there is no time for being cute we need to get this things down now,okay he said,firstly today we are going to have a film marathon,any films you want i said,see this why i love you gus said kissing my cheek i blushed,we need to go get snacks because you probably ate all the snacks your mom buys for us,what i get hungry gus said let's go to the store and snacks i said,okay he said. we walked out to my car and got in,i gave gus the aux since his music taste is way better then mine,we made it the store and we walked out and people were staring at gus,not a shocker he gets insecure and embarrased when people stare at him,we went the snack part of the store and grabbed some stuff,oh my god can i get this gus said picking up some type of snack,sure i laughed i'm not your mom get whatever you want,he picked it up and smiled we went the cashier and did the self pay one,this one person was staring at gus they looked around 30 maybe,you done staring i said to them,they looked at me and walked away,you didn't have to do that emma gus said awkwardly,it's fine people love fucking staring i said putting in money,uh i was going to pay gus said,nope you need all that money for la i said handing him the bag,gus put his around my shoulder,i looked up at and smiled,then we got into the car and drove back to gus's.
we went straight to gus's bedroom and placed all the snacks on the bed,gus picked out the first film and it was a classic jaws,it was one of my favourite films because my dad we watched the film a lot when i was younger,we watched it ate snacks,cuddled and watched the film,i didn't feel good at all my stomach was fucking hurting,i got up and ran straight to the bathroom and puked into the toilet,gus ran after me and pulled my hair out of my face,it's okay baby gus said rubbing my back,i puked some more and then i got up and flushed the toilet. must of been something i ate i said to gus,yeah it was probably one of them shitty snacks,i made a small laugh,thanks for holding my hair back i said,no problem boo he said,sometimes i wonder how your so perfect i said to gus staring at him,i'm not perfect he said but thank you,you are i said everything about you,your eyes,lips,tattoos,everything i said to him,damn that was a good speech i don't know what to say now,you don't have to say anything i said,i would kiss you but i just kinda got sick a lot,yeah i know boo it's okay he said.
- sorry this chapter is bad i'm tired and have corona symptoms,i didn't go to school today and i don't wanna go tmr. hope u enjoyed
