Writers Block *SpeCial EdiTIon*

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Um, idk what this is.

So, I was listening to the lyrics of Figure it out by our boi Anthony Ramos (TOFU DON'T EVEN SAY ANYTHING) And the lyrics really apply to me, just lemme revise it a bit... 

All alone on my phone, in my bedroom
Hamilton on again in my headphones
On the prayer but I put on the cable
Left a good book closed on the tableFilling my mind with distractions
Wasting my time on bad habits
Spending my times with amigos
Feeding my egoAnd why am I pushing away what silence has to say
Why do I push through the day
Like tomorrow's gonna figure it out, figure it out, figure it out
Like someone else will figure it out, figure it out, figure it outGive advice to my friends 'bout their problems
But when they're mine, I forget how to solve them
I've been throwin' this pain in this closet
Hoping I'd eventually forget about itFilling my mind with distractions
Wasting my time on bad habits
Spending my times with amigos
Feeding my egoAnd why am I pushing away what silence has to say
Why do I push through the day
Like tomorrow's gonna figure it out, figure it out, figure it out
Like someone else will figure it out, figure it out, figure it outI'm making me a promise to admit my problems
Ain't sayin' I'ma solve 'em but I'm making progress
I'm making me a promise to admit my problems
Ain't sayin' I'ma solve 'em but I'm making progress
I'm making me a promise to admit my problems
Ain't sayin' I'ma solve 'em but I'm making progress
I'm making me a promise to admit my problems
Ain't sayin' I'ma solve 'em but I'm making progressWhy am I pushing away what silence has to say
Why do I push through the day
Like tomorrow's gonna figure it out, figure it out, figure it out
Like someone else will figure it out, figure it out, figure it outI know I'm gonna
I know I'm gonna
I know I'm gonna figure it out, figure it out

I literally changed Johnnyswim to Hamilton and nights to times cause I RELATE THAT MUCH.

Also I was listening to gone girl by Jasmine Cephas Jones, (I'm obsessed with her too in case you haven't noticed.) AND THAT SONG IS FRIGGIN AMAZING!

ALSOOOOOOO~ I need help. I'm tryna write a song. I have no TUNE. I have lyrics but no tune.

Really Truly me
By Ava I-can't-tell-you-my-last-name

Putting on a fake smile and starting my day
Cause I know no one really cares anyways.
I'm always tryna be the rock my friends can lean on,
But something inside just always feels wrong.

I know this isn't who I'm meant to be
I know this act is wrong for me
And I don't know how I'm gonna find,
What's really truly me. 
What's really truly me.
What's really truly-
When am I gonna find what's really truly me.

I give out good advice but I can't seem to take it.
As my teachers always say just fake it till you make it.
I throw my problems out the back
But I can't never seem to get back on track.

I know this isn't who I'm meant to be
I know this act is wrong for me
And I don't know how I'm gonna find,
What's really truly me.
What's really truly me.
What's really truly-
When am I gonna find what's really truly me.

OKAY NEVER MIND I GOT A TUNE!
Like I said, It's not very good. I'm trying my best. It's hard to write a song when I don't play any instruments. Oh well! It's not like anyone is gonna ever hear it anyways. Well, Maybe only my friend Diego. He plays drums and he always helps me with my songwriting so probably only him.

AnYwHO! 

My mom told me to go to bed.
(Yeah, I still have a bedtime.)
SO GOODNIGHT MY PEEPS



















































Ps. I got some inspo for a FNAF chapter so expect that soon!









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