Obsession

Words Can't Take Back

Jimin arranged the paper and put it aside.

He stretches his arms because he felt tired. He just sits and doing his work since this morning.

Suddenly, his phone ringing. He picks up.

"Hello?"

"Good morning, Mr. Park. I'm from Game Company." He says.

"Oh. Yes. You send a letter to us for collaboration, right?" Jimin asks.

"Yes. But...Mr. Park. Why we haven't got any answers?" He asks.

"What?" Jimin frowns.

What he knows is, Jungkook already told him just now that he settles it already.

But why he said he hasn't got any answer? He told Jungkook that he accept it.

"Yes. We haven't got any answer." He says.

Jimin leans his back on the chair and sighs.

"Don't worried. I accept your offer.  I'm sorry for our mistake." Jimin apologized.

"Thank you, Mr. Park. And it okay. We will arrange our meeting together and I will inform your assistant about it." He says.

"Great. See you later." Jimin hangs up.

He let out a heavy sigh. He stands up and walks out. Everyone bowed respectfully to him.

Jimin walks to the Jungkook office. Jungkook who working startled when Jimin slamming the door open.

"Why you lied to me, kook?" Jimin asks.

"Lied?" Jungkook frowns.

"You told me that you already settled about collaboration with Game Company. He calls me just now and tells me that you didn't." Jimin scolds him.

Jungkook sigh. He stands up and walks toward him.

"I told you, lying is bad. I don't like you lying to me." Jimin scolds him.

Jungkook just stares at him.

"Look at me right now. I scolded you like I was your parents." Jimin sigh.

Jimin realized that he didn't say anything.

"What? Why you look at me like that?" Jimin raises his eyebrows.

Jungkook chuckles. But Jimin can feel something's wrong.

"You hate me when I lied to you. Then, how about you?" Jungkook asks.

"What are you talking about?" Jimin frowns.

"Jimin. You give her fake happiness." Jungkook gritted his teeth.

Jimin pushes his hair back as he hates talking about this. He knows what he refers to.

"Even me not the one who lied to her, I feel sad for her." Jungkook says.

"I can't help it okay. I just-" Jungkook cuts him.

"Just what? Jimin...I know you can't let her go. I know you're not ready. Even us. But, do you have to say that?" Jungkook asks.

Jimin looks at him. He knows what he did was wrong.

"What can I do? I can't accept it, kook. You don't understand." Jimin talks back.

Tears building in his eyes.

"You take care of me for...I don't how long. I know you. I understand you. But...I never thought you will do this. "

"What if Rose know about this? What if she knows the truth? Let me guess. She will be hurt even more. Tell me if it was wrong." Jungkook says.

Jimin turns around because he holds himself not to yells.

"I know what I did is wrong. I know I made a wrong move. At least, I got to see the smile and laugh on her face." Jimin says.

Jungkook scoffs. "That's all fake. Because of what? Because the reasons are fake. You give her fake happiness. Everything is fake."

Jimin clenching his fist. Jungkook knows he mad. He tapped his shoulder.

"You can't do anything, Hyung. Words can't take back. You only can tell the truth. That's the only way." Jungkook says.

He went out, leaving Jimin behind. He knows Jimin needs some time alone.

Jimin pushes his hair back again and tears come out from his eyes. He knows he hurt her and he even hurt himself more.

~~~~~

Jimin arrives home and gets in. He takes off his coat.

"Oh!! Welcome home, Jiminie!!" Rose rushes to him.

"How was your day? Ah! I cook some food for you." Rose smiles.

Jimin just keeps staring at her. She's too is innocent to being lied.

"Hm? Jimin?" Rose waves her hands in front of his face.

"W-What?" Jimin asks.

"Are you...okay?" Rose asks. Jimin blinks his eyes a few times.

"Yes...Y-Yes. I'm okay." Jimin answer.

"Really? Because you look-" Jimin pats her head and cuts her.

"I'm okay." Jimin smiles and kisses her forehead.

By that, he went upstairs. Rose looking at him from the back. He knows that's not his behavior.

She can feel something that he hides. Or something else.

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Rose swings her legs while waiting for him. Jimin didn't show up for their dinner.

She already cooks a lot.

"Where is he?" Rose asks. She let out a heavy sigh.

She gets off from her seat and walks to his room.

"Jimin?" She knocks the door. No response.

"Jimin? Dinner is ready." Rose says.

She opens the door and found Jimin sleeping on the bed.

Rose walks toward him slowly. She kneels down and looking at his angelic face.

Rose smiling and leans her hand to caresses his cheeks.

"Thank you for...taking me with you. You don't know how much it meant for me." Rose whispers.

She kisses his forehead and gets out of his room slowly.

Little bit she knows, Jimin didn't sleep yet. His tears start to run down on his face.

He bursts into tears as he felt more...hurt.

I'm sorry, princess. I really am...

This hurt him really much. He even can't describe it. Hearing Rose saying that makes him...hate himself.

How he wishes he could take back what he said without hurting Rose.

That's my wish...

CONTINUE~