Pain
The pain I feel within is worse than anything I’ve ever felt.
It stabs me deep into my heart.
It makes me not want to think any longer.
I want, with all my heart, to forget.
Forget each and every one of those times that causes me pain to think of.
All those memories that haunt me in everything I do.
It’s making it difficult to live; everything reminds me of something painful.
I yearn for it all to go away.
I desire to leave my existence behind and be someone else, go someplace else.
Places, objects, and people, they hold too many memories, I can’t stand it.
Each day I think about all these things and their affects on me.
It’s hard to go on. I don’t want to cry each night any longer.
It’s hard to find a reason to go on, a reason to live,
When all has gone wrong, everything has caused me pain.
