Kendall jenner imagines/one shots

mEaNt It {BxG}

Small talk, no conversation
That look makes me impatient
I can't tell what you're thinkin'
Please tell me what you're thinkin'
Last night we were more than fine
Just tell me if you changed your mind
If you changed your mind (mind)

Kendall and I been close for the past 3 months, we're not exactly dating, but we kissed. all the time, but every time I asked her what we are she just said she's not ready for commitment.

I know she just broke up with her boyfriend six months ago, I belived her because I'm already crazy about her. whenever she's in interview she said we only friend's... which break my heart a little. I forced a smile and just nod at that statement. A year I've been waiting for her, But no answer....

'Cause I'm all, I'm all in
I'm callin', no answer
But you text me when you feel like
When it feels right to you
But I'm all, I'm all in
I'm fallin' faster

We getting into a fight.... she promise me she's would go public with me.... from a week ago.

the fight getting out of control,

"I had enough Kendall!" I yelled at her standing up.

"I can't hide this anymore.... I've Been waiting for a year!" I yelled before looking at kendall who's crying right now. "I'm tired to tell people i'm only just your friend, See other people flirt at you, Can't kiss you or hold you in a crowd...." my voice is cracking. I drop on my knees, holding her hand, look her in the eyes "I loved you." I said softly with a weak smile. I waited her to say it back.... but she just look at me crying. I relize she couldn't say it back, I stood up reaching for the door and glance back at where kendall sitting...

"I can't waiting around if it's nothing in there..." I walked out and driving home heartbroken.

But if you're looking at me with a
Heart of doubt

Don't kiss me right now
Don't tell me that you need me
Don't show up at my house
All caught up in your feelings
Don't run me round and round
Don't build me up just to let me
Down, just to let me
Down, down, down (eh)

I come home sitting at my couch... I see at the table photo of me and kendall happy. I've felt a tears running down my cheeks, I felt heartbroken.... I covered my face with my hands. I grab a bottle of vodka from the kitchen. I drink it from the bottle, when I get more drunk I took all kendall photos with me and smash it to the wall. I punch the wall... and sit on the floor crying.

Don't mess with my head

Don't tell me you're falling
With your feet still on the ledge
I'm all out of breath, baby
Don't run me round and round
Don't kiss me, no, don't kiss me
Right now, on your lips just leave it

If you don't mean it

I wake up the next day feeling a massive headache, I look around and the memory from last night back at me. I make my way to the bathroom taking a hot shower, I put a shirt and jeans ready to to justin house. I've never thought it would go like this, but I should had known that she just use me for her lust... she never loved me... all that time...

Ah, yeah
You know you got me in the palm of your hand
But I love those hands
Ah, yeah
But you only let me hold you when he can't
Yeah, I don't understand

I remeber the time we spent together...

'Cause I'm all, I'm all in
I'm callin', no answer
But you text me when you feel like
When it feels right to you
But I'm all, I'm all in
I'm fallin' faster

our trip together, the time when we spent our night talking nonsense.

But if you're looking at me with a
Heart of doubtDon't kiss me right now
Don't tell me that you need me
Don't show up at my house
All caught up in your feelings
Don't run me round and round
Don't build me up just to let me
Down, just to let me
Down, down, down (eh)

and now I relize she never meant it.... She never answer back when I said I loved you....

she never look at my eyes and say it back... and I'm crying again.

Don't mess with my head
Don't tell me you're falling
With your feet still on the ledge
I'm all out of breath, baby
Don't run me round and round
Don't kiss me, no, don't kiss me
Right now, on your lips just leave it

If you don't mean itI arrive at his house and storm in, I see justin sitting on the couch. I sit on his side earned a shocked face at me. "Dude I think your not want to be here...' he said whispering at me. I give him a confused look suddenly I heard a foot step from the stairs. an then when I see Her... with hailey also shocked. we both froze for a minute staring at each other. I quickly stand up and rush to the door when I feel a hand on my wrist. i look up and it's of course her, I pulled away and walked to the door... I can hear her crying while I left....

"Hurry home, let's never leave the house"
(But you don't mean it)
"Let's stay in bed while all our friends go out"
(But you don't mean it)
Why you let those words come out your mouth?
(If you don't mean it)

I see her staring at me not wanting me to leave

You've been staring at me with a heart of doubt
(Ah-ah)

I left her drive home... I rush to my bed room collect thing that belong to kendall... I put it on the box. I told my assistant to pick it up and put it in kendall house.

I sat there and decide....

Don't tell me you're falling
With your feet still on the ledge
I'm all out of breath, baby
Don't run me round and round
Don't kiss me, no, don't kiss me
Right now, on your lips just leave it
If you don't mean it

I will moved on from her.....

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Notes

guys I made this into 2 part so wait for the part 2,,,,,

the song is Mean It by Lauv and Lany....

not mine but the story is.

See ya in the next part....