Mixed Emotions (girlxgirl)

Life of a Promiscuous Girl

A/N: The italicized part in the beginning is meant to be a flashback. The bold italicized writing is a written letter. owo

Roma's POV-

Thoughts from last night consumed my mind as I lay comfortably in a bed that wasn't my own. Everything felt perfect despite the fact that I was probably covered in bruises. Wrapping one of my arms around a petite body that tangled itself with mine made me wince slightly in pain from the small movement I made. My lower lip quivered from the sharp ache near the lower part of my rib cage. Clutching my side with my free arm, flash backs from last night peered into my thoughts.

"And where the fuck have you been this entire week?" My father ferociously gripped onto my arm and pulled me closer to him. 

"I-" Before I could even start my explanation I was slapped once again. 

"Shut up! You were supposed to have money to pay the bills on Wednesday! I ended up having to spend my money because you weren't here. You're a pathetic excuse for a daughter!" 

Word after word that flowed from his lips angered me more by the second. My patience was running out and my temper was flaring. Rage boiled throughout my body. I barely even had a chance to think of my actions. The only thoughts running through my head were getting him to shut up and leave me alone. 

I pursed my lips and raised my hands. I threw my arms forward as hard as I could, slamming them against his chest. He groaned out in pain as I pushed him roughly towards the wall. He recovered quickly and threw punches upon punches against every part of my body. I fell to the floor in the fetal position in agonizing pain. My father repeatedly kicked me in the chest. I cried out in pain as I held onto my side. He thrashed out into more punches.

Shaking me from my thoughts the girl, whose arms were wrapped lightly around my waist and head placed carefully on my chest, stirred smoothly in her sleep as her body was getting ready to wake itself. Immediately forgetting what my mind was just consumed of, I opened my eyes slowly and smiled once I looked around the room I was in. The sun peeking through the partially open curtains brightly lit up the room. The sound of cheerful children running around outside brought in an even happier feeling coursing throughout my body. 

The sex last night with Genevieve, the girl whom if I can recall, is the one sleeping next to me at this very moment, was incredible. She never seems to disappoint me when it comes to getting down and dirty. Even though the sex was amazing I couldn't help but question if we were a little too rough last night. Normally that's the way I like it, but my body hurts more than it usually does after an entire night of unstopping sex. Next time I give Gen another visit I'll be sure to be much more careful than I was last night.

"What're you thinking about?" Whispered the most adorable sleepy voice known to man. Listening to her speak was one of my favorite things to do when I was with her. Gen had a strong French accent that sent shivers down my spine. Her voice was melodic and gentle. Upbeat, but also clear and calm. Every time she spoke she certainly sounded intelligent. Maybe it was her accent that made me think this. I don't know, but I loved it. Her voice isn't the only thing that seems to amaze me though. Gen is a straight A student who knows four different languages that include: English, French, German and Gaelic. Not only is she great at tennis, football, pon poms and cross country she is also amazing at every sport she's in at school. All of the exercise she gets daily surely has given her a perfectly toned body which I am quite jealous of. Her thin, long, tan legs and muscular arms along with abs are just to die for. Gen's entire being was just in all breathtaking.

"You." I breathed out quietly. I could already feel my cheeks burning up from how embarrassed I was to be thinking how perfect she was. My burning face was probably shaded with a bright of pink. I looked down at her angelic face and noticed a huge grin was plastered upon her lips. I smiled shyly back at her. Gently, I placed a small kiss on her forehead before slowly making my way out of her bed.