neighbors with my lover

Part 14: why the relationship?

i wake up at around 8 and edit and upload my singing video. i posted it and people started admitietly watching it, i was now at 800k and i was really happy about it, my life is pretty good but me and Colby have clearly made the stand of only being friends. i keep beating myself up about i can tell he wants to be with me and i wanna be with him but i have to be able to trust him right? i don't know if i made i good choice or not buts its the only thing i've been thinking about

                                                             Colby's perspective:

i woke up not wanting to get out of bed. i cant stop thinking of her and the conversation. the room mates been kinda leaving me alone i think Sam told them too because hes the only on that really knows whats going on. i got out of bed and changed, i did'int really feel like showering right now. i was now in a tang top and my beige loose shorts. i put on headphones and just play some relationship sad music. why do i do this to myself making myself feel worse. i look out my window and see her on her bed wearing my sweatshirt with her knees in her chest. she looked like she was watching tv or something and seeing her made me feel something inside y chest. i don't know whats happening to me. i've never felt like this before. i close my window and turn off my music. i go downstairs and the Corey and Sam were down there and they told me they were going to the club in an hour. i decided to go to get my mind of her. i took a shower and styled my hair in a messy way. i sprayed it and put on some black jeans with a chain attached to the belt and a black and white stripped shirt and multiple rings. i put my shoes on and head down stairs to Aaroun, Corey and Sam. Elton wasint coming. we walked out and took coeys car. Katrina and Devyn were meeting sam and corey there. we got to the club and aaroun ran off and Sam and Corey went to go get kat and dev. i went to the bar and got 3 shots. a girl wrapped her arms around me and asked me to dance. we went out on the dance floor with her swaying her hips my hands resting on her waist. we were dancing for awhile and neither of us were drunk "whats your name" i yelled over the music "Quinn" she replied "im Colby" we kept dancing until we decided to leave around 12:30. we ubered to her house. we started talking. when i blurted " do you wanna be my girlfriend" i guess i just missed skyler so much i wanted to love someone else and not be love stuck. "yes" she said we hugged and started making out. i didnt help much but who knows right....i dont know mabey just mabey. its possible

A/U: SORRY ITS A SHORT AND NOT AS A HAPPY PART STAY TUNED FOR WHAT HAPPENDS WITH COLBY AND SKYLER