Clouding of the Mind

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Something on 

My mind that

Is keeping me 

Down

Don't know what

It is or how it 

Affects my life

But its killing

Me slowly inside

They say that it's 

Him but I don't

Know whether or 

Not it is or not

They say that

There is no other

Logical reason

For me to be

Acting this way

Now since the

New news about 

Us that they have 

Been told

Could it really 

Be him or could 

It be everything else

In my life that makes 

Me just want to disappear

And never come back

There are so many things

That could be on my mind

But they all want to assume 

It is only him and will always

Be him alone

So much is on my mind

That I know for a fact

That it isn't clouded by

You since I have discovered

That I love you but like

A brother and nothing more

But this thing that is

On my mind is just

Destroying me

I have no clue

What it is and 

Why it is affecting

Me the way it is

Everyone thinks 

They know why 

Even if I don't

Everyone "see"

Whats wrong with

ME even though 

They don't really 

See what goes on 

In my mind

But what ever it

Is it is destroying

Me from the inside

Out and there 

Is no way to stop it

But then again it

Is just like everything 

Else that is destroying me

It clouds the mind

Then leads me

To stupid things

That always hurt

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